luxdivon

Issue 1: vol 4: explore me
blindfolded. wrists bound in front of my body. you'd have to help me out wouldnt you. you could explore my body, put your hands wherever you wanted to, put my mouth wherever you wanted..because i wouldnt have much of a choice and that would be oh so wonderful. would you want to bind my feet to? then i really would have to crawl on hands, knees, on all fours, on the cold hard floor. the bathroom floor. the shower floor. the kitchen floor. i must be forgetting a floor. just knowing i trusted you--- that much. knowing that in reverse you'd pamper me until i knew i was getting the better end of the deal, for worship, and for ownership, to let you have me like that. control. lust. release. freedom. destruction. connection. trust. power.




f.y.i. too many people i know that i've actaully met, read these blogs. it's losing its allure, because when you dont know anyone, and at least partially its anonymous, you can write anything. lets just see if i can still write without being self concious. its the one thing i love most about suicidegirls. the freedom to explore.