my keyboard as it seeems, is just very sensitive to cold. i wont be taking it out anywhere cold from now on. it seems fine otherwise. thank goodness. i'm depressed today. day off. whole day ahead. yet no enthusiasm for life. it kicked in last night when i got home from work. slowly going from wanting to work on stuff, to feeling scattered, to deciding that my bed sounded like the safest place to go. i'm sure it has something to do with my enlightenment on vactation, and coming back here, no knowing quite how to hold on to it. i'm sure there are other things too. now that i'm back, i could attempt to pursue more intentionally my life. damn. why is that such a scary thought. maybe i'll attempt to play my keys if only for consolement. for the moment at least. or maybe i should take a walk. 
I'm havin the unmotivated depresso's too, and I got a lot O' writin to do tonite, for school.
OH hey-- the wierd walk thing-- everytime I feel funky like a walk, go for the walk, keep my brain off (no thinkin) the best wierdest stuff happens. it's great!!!
Or write a song about your enlightenment....
Hope you feel better......