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So this week wasn't interesting. I'm reallly horny right now and not bumping into anyone I want to fuck...except online here. Anyway...I'm gonna have my friend jess today take some pics of me...at a park or something then I'll try again to place my pic on my profile. I'm not the most beautiful creature on earth but I am attractive, and I do have a nice body...I'm simply cute (so I'm told). That's fine. I don't need to be a barbie, I'm happy with me, and that's all that matters right?

I'm so happy my hair's getting pretty long again, soon it will be long long. Yesterday I went to the mall with jess, we were bored, and I oddly found that pink lipstick looks really good on me. Thanks to victoria's secret. I don't have money right now to start buying all new make up so I'll just have to wait.

I turned 21 last month...and I have yet to be at a bar . Jess can't drink, she's pregnant. I'm looking forward to her birth, I'm not to sure why, but I really am happy that I'm going to get to see a little person grow up and become an awsome creature.

Jess's husband blake left for the airforce a few days ago. So I'm staying with her until she moves back to the bay with her parents for a little while. Both of us are hoping that she and blake get stationed in germany. Where ever they go will be nice though. I've just heard so many stories about germany that I'm really interested in seeing it for myself. I'm only home right now because I needed to pick up some clothing. Wearing the same thing over and over isn't very appealing, ya know.

OH! I met this really beautiful girl. Her names rose. I'm really into her, but she's straight... ...I want to paint a nude portrait of her.

few more weeks and I can sign up for fall classes. I'm tired of my vocabulary and spelling slowly deteriating. Not that anyone couldn't figure it out by my typing.

I really want to start meeting people around in my area that I can kick it with that enjoy drugs but don't make them their life. Everyone I seem to be meeting are consumed by it. I only say this because they are. It's offly hard for me to be around that and not fall back into that rutt. Thus the liking but not consuming their life comment.

Feeling stupid moments:

I saw a shooting star the other night...Couldn't think of something to wish for...not even to see another shooting star soon.

I broke some coasters at work today.

so I supose I should take off and gather my things to go back to jess's.

My ending note will be..........
I WANT TO TRY A THREESOME...