luvsky99

wow its freakin cold today, went from 72 to about 40 in one day, brrrrrr i hate it, well i decided to not take my meds im doin good and have had no withdraws except massive headaches for the past few days, my anxiety pills which i have been on for two years well i did a little research and found out you should only take them 4 weeks. The damn doctor had me on em for two years and the side effects of prolonged use are crazy....... more depression(which i have had) memory loss( which i have had) seizures ( i had one) and a bunch of other stuff. DO doctors not read and just think pills are the answer to everything or what, so i took myself cold turkey off all, No more putting more poison in my body, i will get over this shit naturally rahter than just feed something else to come up. as for the job thing im my fiance and i have decieded im just gonna be a stay at home mom, he makes plenty enough money to get us through some weeks are stiff but that just means i cant shop my hearts dexire out lol but its ok, id rahter stay at home for a while till my baby get a little older them maybe go on to something else, maybe be a suicides girl lol who knows anyways im out for the day xoxoxo