lusyd

Is it so much to ask that JUST once something goes right?

Im not asking for one thing to go right a day or even a week. I'm asking for one day when nothing goes wrong. I dont care if it goes right... i just dont want everything to go wrong every single day.

Lets review my week.

Fighting
Bickering
Hearing admissions from my mother i never wanted to hear
Getting completely disowned by mom
Wake up with a throat so swollen i have to skip my flight home to san diego
Send the one i love most into a panic because i am too sick to give him a proper reassuring update
Wake up the next morning completely unable to breath out of my mouth
Get rushed to the ER (thank you jeff!)
Get on medication that makes my throat better but makes me so dizzy and nauseated that there is pretty much no chance i will make it for comic con
Wake up the next morning an dgo out of the room to take my medication onto to find upon my return my bed smell like cat pee
Am so dizzy i decide I'm smelling things and go to sleep
Wake up 3 hours later to my cat PEEING ON ME
Take sheets off bed realize i have been sleeping in cat pee
Discover my entire bed/mattress is ruined
Call vet to see about surrendering cat
Discover that surrendering a cat (in hopes she can find an outdoor home) that pees on things means i am surrending her to be put to sleep. Because nobody will want her

I just want one day where something horrific doesn't happen

I want one day wher ei dont have to call JustJeff and FormerlySid in a panic

I feel like a horrible friend.

I am nothing but a hassel but i don thave a car and i dont know what to do.

When everything is going wrong i panic

I need people to keep my together

I hate putting that on everyone

I am miserable. I am excited to be going to where i am going but it seems like every possible thing goes wrong on my way there.

I'm nott asking that this be easy.

I'm asking for one day that i can have to myself where nothing goes wrong