So, it's 1:00pm.. My morning started off with a visit from my mom.. we took the kids outside and we chattered about everything and nothing at all.. got a call from my sexcii girlie... life is good.. grinz
So anyways last night I started talking about my step sister who passed in December. She left a daughter.. age 2.. Jayde...the most beautiful thing you'll ever see.. she is so full of life.. and it's hard for me to understand why her mom took her own life.. at first i blamed myself but i had it pointed out to me that.. if the thought of her own daughter didn't stop her.. how would anything I could have said stop her? and as much as that upset me.. it's true.. but if i had known she was have'n a hard time I would feel better knowing I tried... ya know..
anyway.. today has been to good of a day to let myself slip into all that emotion..
Gonna get going.. take a looong hot shower.. anyone wonna help me wash muh back? grinz
So anyways last night I started talking about my step sister who passed in December. She left a daughter.. age 2.. Jayde...the most beautiful thing you'll ever see.. she is so full of life.. and it's hard for me to understand why her mom took her own life.. at first i blamed myself but i had it pointed out to me that.. if the thought of her own daughter didn't stop her.. how would anything I could have said stop her? and as much as that upset me.. it's true.. but if i had known she was have'n a hard time I would feel better knowing I tried... ya know..
anyway.. today has been to good of a day to let myself slip into all that emotion..
Gonna get going.. take a looong hot shower.. anyone wonna help me wash muh back? grinz
you did try love, i know you did, and so do you. i dont think...well, you know what i think about it.
love you doll, imma call you back in a bit, soon as its quiet around here lol