Aaagghhhh!!
Just when I think I don't have anything, when I convince myself it was just all in my head, that I can go on without having this stupid frantic mood swings and that I can be content, that all I was going through was just the shock of moving to a new city and having my friends far away and getting over this stupid winter...it took nothing, literally nothing, nothing had to happen for me to go from calm, to angry, to suicidally depressed, to angry again...FUCK!!
Just when I think I don't have anything, when I convince myself it was just all in my head, that I can go on without having this stupid frantic mood swings and that I can be content, that all I was going through was just the shock of moving to a new city and having my friends far away and getting over this stupid winter...it took nothing, literally nothing, nothing had to happen for me to go from calm, to angry, to suicidally depressed, to angry again...FUCK!!

Take care my friend..go for a long walk ,,and take a hot bath!! You are in my thoughts always