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I can remember back in middle school, probably 7th grade I actually had a collage of Radeo Sucide. I remember watching a late night special on tv on the Suicide girls!.. and from then on I was hooked. These girls to me were beautiful because they were different and all unique.

Eventually at the time, I was not surrounded with people who knew what the suicide girls was and I was ashamed for looking at naked girls, It wasn't sexual for me, I just really thought these women were beautiful and I wanted to be one. But peer pressure got the best of me and I hid myself and I pretended to be who I wasn't and I didn't have many people I could talk to.

From long as I could remember I always wanted to be a Victoria's secret model, but I was always discouraged because one I'm not stick skinny, I'm not your average blonde or brunette, I'm constantly dying my hair.. and I love tattoos and piercings. So the suicide girls gave me hope that I can still be beautiful and model but I don't have to look like everyone else. I can be ME.

so years later I find myself not really being happy with anything I've done, and I still follow now several new and older suicide girls and I am even friends with some of them which is crazy to me just in itself! I love what suicide girls stand for and I would be honored to be able to have that title, as I've looked up to several women such as Radeo Suicide who will always be my favorite. I love how every woman has overcome some struggle and I think being a Suicide Girl is a Privilege that I would love to work towards. I want to show people that being a shy introvert can be sexy and looked up to for my struggles in life.

I cant wait to show you more about me and who I am :)

Feel free to Ask away anything you'd like to know about me :)