I don't really know where to go with SG from here.
I've moved back to Lafayette & have been messaging photographers & I just get ignored.
I'm so tempted to go other routes with my modeling & leave SG altogether but I feel like if they'd just give me a fucking shot & work with me, I could be really awesome.
But I'm not part of the "in-crowd" & I don't have access to the renowned photographers that other girls do, so I'm just sitting here looking at my Moped set & getting really fucking depressed.
I want this so fucking bad but I just don't know what to do.
I've moved back to Lafayette & have been messaging photographers & I just get ignored.
I'm so tempted to go other routes with my modeling & leave SG altogether but I feel like if they'd just give me a fucking shot & work with me, I could be really awesome.
But I'm not part of the "in-crowd" & I don't have access to the renowned photographers that other girls do, so I'm just sitting here looking at my Moped set & getting really fucking depressed.
I want this so fucking bad but I just don't know what to do.
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I have contacted multiple photographers, including messaging you, Alissa, but I haven't gotten a response from anyone for months. So I apologize & I realize you're busy, but it's a bit disheartening. Xenadu even messaged you about us coming out to Columbus a few weekends ago but she never heard anything back. We would LOVE to carpool and make a trip out there but we haven't gotten any response from you so it seemed like you weren't interested..
As for going other routes or modeling elsewhere, there's not a whole lot in terms of "alternative modeling" out here in Indiana. Suicide Girls was basically my only option when I started 3 years ago & I'd be lying if I said I hadn't looked into other routes at this point, but SG is where my heart lies & I sincerely want to make this work. I've also considered doing some shoots for Zivity or something along those lines, but like I said, there aren't many alt. photographers out here or people I trust to frolic around naked in front of. I've posted on the photographer/hopeful group looking for someone to work with & again, nobody has taken an interest.
I appreciate the feedback from you ladies & I am going to try & keep my chin up.