lundona

saturday just starting...where is my head..oh here..hmm...long night ahead...why must always involve my pants in my decison making..she's just a friend..and not my current crush..but I'm not sure if my current is really a crush vs a need..and then there's her and both of our timing..I'm bold as any soul but we meet and just make each other blush...sigh....fricken merry go-round..am getting dizzy..love my brains..hate my brains..always gets in the way..wait..exhale..I think I need to stop worrying..wanting...but I so want at times..I guess don't we all.