Long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long fucking week thus far.
Lots of soul searching...i guess its about time for it.
the only way I can thing to memorialize her is to try to emulate her....try to live my life full of nothing but love, laughter and forgiveness....those were the only things she knew to be right and true. I hope I can live up to her legacy, but its tough.
One person told me that they can't imagine the hole that has been left in our lives...I told her that the only thing that can ever hope to fill that hole is love...and i think thats the truth.
There is enough evil, greed and corruption in the world. This is something that has always been true. I can't change it. But I can change myself, and try to bring life and laughter and smiles to everyone I can....just like she did.
I hope I can live up to these ideals, becasue if I allow myself to become bitter, hateful and spiteful (anger is ok, but it needs to be balanced) then what legacy do I leave? Not the one I want to.
Love.
Lots of soul searching...i guess its about time for it.
the only way I can thing to memorialize her is to try to emulate her....try to live my life full of nothing but love, laughter and forgiveness....those were the only things she knew to be right and true. I hope I can live up to her legacy, but its tough.
One person told me that they can't imagine the hole that has been left in our lives...I told her that the only thing that can ever hope to fill that hole is love...and i think thats the truth.
There is enough evil, greed and corruption in the world. This is something that has always been true. I can't change it. But I can change myself, and try to bring life and laughter and smiles to everyone I can....just like she did.
I hope I can live up to these ideals, becasue if I allow myself to become bitter, hateful and spiteful (anger is ok, but it needs to be balanced) then what legacy do I leave? Not the one I want to.
Love.
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belllla:
Beautifully put. I'm sending lots of positive thoughts your way.
bria:
It's good to know that although your heart is broken, it hasn't forgotten what it's there for, to make those around you smile. Giving in to despair and anger get you nowhere. You and your family will continue to be in my prayers.