Thursday Jun 14, 2012

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HELLO (Kitty) That pretty much sums up my birthdayness! 24 appeared and passed with it's highs and lows as things seem to go at the moment.

My sister and friendlet organised me a surprise dinner with my favourites smile It was very hard not cry - especially when I had to cut my Hello Kitty cake in half!








I've decided to begin my transformation into Hello Kitty this year ... smile



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Tadaaaaa!!!!!



I also got some epic presents, thank you talamia and Tarion. LOVE

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A Mark Ryden print lovelovelovelovelove



On Tuesday evening I sat for another 2 hours on my leg so my owl is almost finished being shaded. I love him!



The not so happy..

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My late boyfriends mother came round on my birthday and gave me an envelope filled with cash, she said it was all his money he had left in his wallet and it was his gift to me. I can't wrap my head around whether it's very kind or just very sad. Either way that event and turning another year just emphasised that deep absence I feel. I don't want to get older when I know he is suspended at 25 not able to grow old with me. My heart hurts so much thinking that every day that goes by I get further away from the days when I was with him. I want so badly to go back and relive those moments, I'm still so scared that he is gone, I hate that whats left is a murky memory of everything I once loved. I still love you my friend.



Here is a happy picture to end my blog with.



P.S for anyone that asked YES I fetched that bra after the shoot!

VIEW 24 of 24 COMMENTS
jonsnow100:
It is not what we had, but what we live with... live with the memories, and allow them wisen and strengthen you. I'm sorry for the loss and hope for the best to blossom for you. Take care!

P.S.
You are perfectly beautiful!
totem:
Thank you sweetpea! We're graduation twinsies! Congratulations!xxx

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