lunamaya

hmm so i am lying here in bed, after the weirdest conversation i have ever had with a man in my whole life. i like him too, i hate that soo much. i should just give up on all men. thats all, just need to close the door on them forever. this guy, tells me he likes me a lot, and calls me and talks with me for hours, and tells me how he really wants to change his ways and be with me, but he is so shady. he wont tell me his life- i mean he tells me his life, but has a big dark durty secret job that he wont tell me about. he admits that its not legal, and that its not something i can know because he doesnt want to hurt me. but i really really like him, and i hate that he doesnt trust me. and he says that isnt important. he is asian, asian men, as much as i loooove them, never share important shit like that with women, he will never change.......and i shouldnt wait for him to change. i know that when he is ready to open up he will, im just frustrated now, i want us to be perfect, and we arent.

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