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So the most crazy thing seems to be happening...

there is this really cool guy that I always had a bit of a crush on... much of my crush was probably based on the ideas of what I imagined this person to be like...
...so I have been hanging out with him lately and he is as amazing as I had thought... I am curious...
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aoife:
I'm happy for you that he seems as cool as you thought. I am always imagining people to be much cooler than they are, and then I end up hiding in my house for weeks, hating the world, listening to Nick Cave and sulking.

wink But I'm just weird.
tonystheme:
Much luck to all that are seeking love.

Wonder if Cupid is going to get around here and deliver me my Muse...he's been long overdue.



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I can't sleep.... and i have to be at work in the morning
I took a nap today that was entirely too long...

I had an interesting weekend... full of good times, interesting developements, and long talks... in all honesty this weekend was good but hard. I was tested in many ways and as always I am unsure of my decisions... this weekend was hard...
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seth0067:
I saw your post on "people tell me i look like" and then came over here, and now I just wanted to say that if i met you in real life i would probably get sweaty palms, stutter a lot, and say some stupid things. wink
quest36833:
Hey, Id bring you icecream, but I have no clue where you live, so thats a moot point...LOL
Ive never had the experience of having to keep someone at arms length, although I think that Im learning to so that now, and commenting in your journal, has made me realize that...
Maybe I should go and write about the thought process that you have started...
Thank you...LOL
And if your feeling daring, wanna go for ice cream this weekend??
Cheers
J
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I hate my computer... My user profile or something bullshit like that is corrupted and every time I turn it one all my settings, programs, etc are gone and I have to start over... and this piece of crap is only about a year old... I wish I had a mac instead

So if i turn up missing for a while it is because I...
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lostomen:
hopefully they wont charge you to fix your comp. You might still have a warranty if its only a year old. Good luck with that.
Thats cool as hell you get to try blacksmithing. I've wanted to do that since I was old enough to hold a hammer. Hey, wanna BS buddy? smile heh.
Oh, and the title of your ring..... Suits me, I'd buy it. What method do you use to make rings? Do you carve it out of wax, then make a plaster mold and pour the metal into that? Thats how i did it in jewelry class. came out alright.
Btw, artsy dorkiness is a positive attribute.
see ya.
tonystheme:
I'm going to make tshirts that just say "art fag" on them. Perhaps on the back they'll say, "I'll dance to anything", but we'll see. I might just go to Hobby Lobby soon and get some iron-on letters and some cheap t-shirts. I have to make a, "Fuck Art, Let's Dance!" shirt as well, and perhaps a Morrisey inspired, "Love Me, Love Me, Love Me" shirt - Pink shirt, blue letters - ahh yeah.

What kind of computer do you have? If it's a Mac, I fix Macs for payment in caffeine-related products.

I'm glad the opening went alright for you. I'm not sure if I saw you around. I was talking to some of the MotoMen though; they asked my friend Justin if he wanted to go to Philly with them to help out.



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Once again, a quick note...

I have a friend visiting from my home town... it is kinda weird to mesh two worlds... Houston, this is Denver, now mingle smile

Things have been looking up lately because I have finally grown some balls wink I talked to my boss about my reservations at work and I have been able to walk away from that guy that I was...
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tonystheme:
oh! and the Andy Goldsworthy film opens tonight:

http://www.landmarktheatres.com/Market/Denver/DenverInfo.htm
tonystheme:
and the MCART biennial opening is tonight!

http://www.mcartdenver.org/exhibits/upcoming.html
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i think i feel better...

i've been a bit anti-social in some ways lately, at times i just have to take a step back from my life and get it all in prespective again,,,

I still don't have a lot of answers but i imagine i'll figure it out about the same time other questions arise in my life

...V
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grayblue:
it happens to the best of us.
tonystheme:
actually,

happens to the best, the most.
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ok... so I am back and tired...

I took the train home and some stupid young kid kept following me around the train making dumbass comments... it took great restraint for me to not smack him

my trip was weird, I had a good time at moments but I think I have too much shit to figure out at home for me to be able...
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lostomen:
Hey, welcome back.
Train rides kick ass. That's too bad about the dip shit kid.

Ever go ride that train that circles around in Georgetown? Has some great scenery. smile

Oh, about the doom and gloom. well.... Lets just say I was at the utter epitome of a nervous breakdown. Hell, I guess one is bound to happen at some point or another.
C'est La vie, or somethin like that.
Anyway....
sleep well.
I bid you adue.
scott:
alcohol always helps me chill a bit........
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ok...
I leave town tomorrow for two weeks...
one in New Orleans and one in San Francisco
stories will follow my trip...
...V robot
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pavlovs_dog:
sounds great, hope you have a blast. my last vacation was in wichita kansas and it ended up lasting 3.5 years.... i guess i deserved it... i made an enemy of denver, but now we've reconciled....
lostomen:
I don't build robots...However, some friends and I are constructing a stealth sattelite that orbits the moon and monitors the governmen's.....activity.. on it. Heh.
Among other things wink

I noticed that you like the book Illusions.
Richard Back, right? Thats one of my all time favourites.
I read that book every summer. There is river that I go to, a few miles from my house, and I sit on this giant sunlit rock and read it cover to cover in one sitting. *ima Dork, i know*

You should check out 'The Bridge Across Forever'. Same Author, also a great read.

Anyway,
Hope your flight(s) treat you well. And hopefully you wont have to deal with any layovers.

Au Revoir
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I am tired of hanging out with men that treat me with so little respect. I am tired of dating men that make me feel like I have to force them to give a shit about me. I am tired of falling for the bullshit.

...V
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ponyboy_curtis:
oh yeah, fuck that. You shouldn't put up with asshole neanderthals like that. You should 86 people like that from yor life. You'll be a lot happier.
quest36833:
You like Gaiman, you rock! Nuff said...
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I have had a strange day...

saw my ex today after not seeing him for a year and a half or so.... it was god to see him, actually, and part of me wishes we had just been friends and not dated... we would probably still be hanging out if that were the case...

I also got a commission to do an engagement ring and...
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skatman:
...My Funny Valentine...x2 was much better than the first if your looking for action. a lot more and better fight scenes. the character stories were more indepth. i think its slowly coming together. personally, i think they should keep wolverine's story a little more mysterious. otherwise it was a good movie to go see in the theater... by the way...fool's rush in....sleeping beast...
scott:
i tell everyone that i split back east due to separation anxiety from my tattoo artist and band members. biggrin
i still have the same cell #... give me a call if you make it eastward in your travels. i need to get me a new scanner so i can send you the rest of theose pics. the b/w roll came out wicked awesome.

-mister scott
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I am sore...

I started moving into my metalsmithing studio today... my freind and I moved this damn big workbench that must have weighed 400 lbs among other things such as anvils, drill presses, cabinets, etc... I thought I was going to die and all my tough guy friends were all amazingly nowhere to be found... too bad... I probably would have made them dinner,...
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skatman:
sounds pathetic but i'm drunk. going to streets of london. but understand that i'm reading choke by chuck palahniuk. very very good book if you like fight club. if not you will not like it.

edit: that sounds pathetic that i'm drunk...nothing towards you.

[Edited on May 06, 2003]
scott:
hey hey hey, so she finally shows herself. biggrin
-mrscott
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I have had a busy weekend...

I cleaned my house today, it looks fabulous if I do say so myself...

I travel for my work often and I am not nearly as excited about it as I first was... my schedule is forcing me to miss many of the important events in my friend's lives (art shows, wedding receptions, etc.). I thought I would get...
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skatman:
i should clean. lost my job...have no motivation. been sitting around listening to cash and watching bebop.

...see you space cowboy...
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Ok...

So I have never kept an online journal before and I have been trying to figure out exactly what I wanted to do with it and then I thought... screw it, it's a journal... just start writing

I've always wanted to start a pillow book but I never have... maybe this will be my start... maybe

hhhmmmm

V

...I want a chocolate chip cookie
supernovice:
What's your address? I'll mail you a cookie. I would of thought Denver would have those things as they're fairly common around here.

smile
luluvixen:
You can't mail it silly...

it would get all squished like and the chocolate would get all over the envelope forcing me to like it off and chocolate would get all over my nose from the envelope.... frown

I guess I could make some and distribute them to my friends that keep bugging me to make some more...but tonight is my self designated lazy night... smile

V