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I think im FINALLY gonna get a job! YAY! im sooo happy. I felt so bad, cause my boy has been the only one bring home a paycheck and we have barely been getting by.now that im working, we will have SO much extra money! Im sooo happy! Its a retail job, but its easy...and its a job!

Im fucking addited to McDonallds. Its so sad. im trying to quit, but its soo hard! even watching Super Size Me didn't help. it just made me want a cheeseburger! haha. im so bad. i think when i move back to CA im gonna be a vegatarian again.i become one every few years, but i can never comit. i think im ready this time. the food options here in florida are anything BUT healthy. The san fransisco bay area has soooooooooo many healthy options for eating. Fl is full of fast food and all you can eat places, and im geting scared for my health! I really miss all the yummy healthy Ca food! There is only ONE helath food store in my city and its insanely OVER PRICED! They make it really hard for people to get healthy here in FL. its so sad. well, im ready to make the changes! I hope I can be strong enough and force myself to eat better like i used to! well, im gonna go see what there is to eat....wish me luck!