hmm.
so i'm in my shop, being a 'manager', and i refuse some guy an exchange on the basis of the fact that the ps2 game he was sttempting to return was neither 1) new or 2) accompanied by a valid proof of purchase. it was battered to fuck and was probably nicked anyway. he grumbled and fucked off.
10pm, same day. walking home after work, accompanied by some colleagues. dark and scary. same man, on bike, with mate. we'd all stolen cigarettes (yes, i know, but i'm on one a day...) from another colleague and were smoking. scary guy shouts at me (specifically) for a fag, i tell him i am not equipped with one as the one i have was blagged and i swagger off home.
i lived in london for six years, fucko, i can cope with idiots like you.
oh no i can't. he pulled my mates to one side when i had gone and told them that he was 'after me' and that i was lucky not to get beaten up and that i should watch out because him and his mates would very much like to kill me.
OVER A POSSIBLY STOLEN GAME AND A FAG.
so i've been looking over my shoulder for the last two days; it took me half an hour to get the confidence to open the front door this morning. he was in twice last night to see if i was there (i was; hiding in the cash offfice READY TO LOCK MYSELF IN THE SAFE) and gathered his troops at the end of town i have to walk through to get home.
it's costing me a fuckload in taxis, i tell you.
i'm also too scared to leave the house and go to cheltenham tonight or london or southampton tomorrow to see some of my dearest friends and i shall be spending the weekend in the bedroom, waiting for Disco's much needed hugs and reassurance on her return.
this NEVER happened to me in london. wtf is it with small towns?
i want to move back to london. my baby would need little convincing. it's just jobs and money and housing, though, ain't it? i can't handle this place, i hated my hometown (bournemouth) for exactly the same reasons.
ga! what is a boy to do?
at the moment, crying is pretty much the way it is. boo. grr. etc.
so i'm in my shop, being a 'manager', and i refuse some guy an exchange on the basis of the fact that the ps2 game he was sttempting to return was neither 1) new or 2) accompanied by a valid proof of purchase. it was battered to fuck and was probably nicked anyway. he grumbled and fucked off.
10pm, same day. walking home after work, accompanied by some colleagues. dark and scary. same man, on bike, with mate. we'd all stolen cigarettes (yes, i know, but i'm on one a day...) from another colleague and were smoking. scary guy shouts at me (specifically) for a fag, i tell him i am not equipped with one as the one i have was blagged and i swagger off home.
i lived in london for six years, fucko, i can cope with idiots like you.
oh no i can't. he pulled my mates to one side when i had gone and told them that he was 'after me' and that i was lucky not to get beaten up and that i should watch out because him and his mates would very much like to kill me.
OVER A POSSIBLY STOLEN GAME AND A FAG.
so i've been looking over my shoulder for the last two days; it took me half an hour to get the confidence to open the front door this morning. he was in twice last night to see if i was there (i was; hiding in the cash offfice READY TO LOCK MYSELF IN THE SAFE) and gathered his troops at the end of town i have to walk through to get home.
it's costing me a fuckload in taxis, i tell you.
i'm also too scared to leave the house and go to cheltenham tonight or london or southampton tomorrow to see some of my dearest friends and i shall be spending the weekend in the bedroom, waiting for Disco's much needed hugs and reassurance on her return.
this NEVER happened to me in london. wtf is it with small towns?
i want to move back to london. my baby would need little convincing. it's just jobs and money and housing, though, ain't it? i can't handle this place, i hated my hometown (bournemouth) for exactly the same reasons.
ga! what is a boy to do?
at the moment, crying is pretty much the way it is. boo. grr. etc.
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and by the way you look like a mixture of gollum and something i cant put my finger on in that pic! i think its the big eyes and the hair!