well its sunday, an for once i have time to sit back an get things done. just thinkin about how i will miss my fam an friends when i leave next year, i think its time though. i need to leave this place behind, she still haunts my dreams an thoughts, i want to be free from here spell. i want to fall in to a new dream, so im off to see the world, overload my thought with new places, ah new world with people that will blow my mind....i hope. i like to think the human condition is one of beauty an adversity. my mother always told me not to beleave what i saw on tv, but i want to beleave that i can fall so hard. to see the world in a whole new light, new thought wave i think. i just dont want to take the middle ground, i want the high ground, to be happy, not just ok. so with thought i think im ready to say good bye to my old life, my brothers and closest friends. i will push on with no fear, even if im beaten and bloody nothing will stop me, on my own two feet, pushing hard with my own hands, and with a sharp mind an a fearless heart i take to the sea once more. this time when i surface it will be in a new land, and i hope to open my eye for the first time. good bye east coast.
lunne:
Leaving is good... even when it's just to be happy to come bacl...