lukesky23

so i have been tryin to not to drink as much as of late, things have been getting a bit cloudy.
as the haze clears i really do start to think again, about life. were have i been for the past year. i mean im still good when it comes to work, fuck i could drink all night an sleep two hours and run all day and night at work no prob. when it comes to turnin a wrench of anything in that area i can do it with out a thought. the problem is out of work i think. i left her almost two years now, havent meet a girl i like yet, might be cause im scared my be, fuck i want somthin new. i want love and a life i enjoy again. maybe its time to move meet new people, something.