Good day, SG,
I decided it was time to make another video, for anyone interested.
"I figure I'm due for a video. In this video, I want to celebrate the progress I've made on my body, the good things I have in my life, and my birthday coming up in a few days. In here, I also celebrate my rebirth. I'm changing every day, growing into the person I truly want to be.
Enjoy!
xo"
So, a few days ago, I got fed up with my permed hair, and decided to chop some of it off. This is what it looks like:


Its chopped to a few inches before my shoulders.
I'm glad I went through with the cut in the end, because it feels like dead weight has been lifted from my mind, both physically and mentally.
It's funny, because a few days after I chopped my hair off, my bf did the same thing. So much hair, gone! lol Its for work, so it doesn't interfere. He says hes going to grow it out for modeling in the fall. I can't wait to see how long both of our hair gets by then! :o
Then, the next day, the surprise that I was telling some of you about happened. Went to the Island with my bf and our bikes, and rode around for a bit, then met up with a few other SGs from the area, and Shazzy, and a multi was successfully captured. Then I got awkward, and went my separate way, just missing a storm that was delayed in hitting the island for quite some time after hitting the main land.
I'm sure its going to look, great, but you can expect that to be up in a few months.
I am battling my inner demons with Vitamins, minerals and -as much as possible- natural foods. I think I was going crazy last week partly due to not getting the nutrients I needed. Things like this:

help me out so much! Never thought I'd be eating so many veggies before
I am also writing down whatever I need to, upon whim. Being completely honest with what I see, and how I feel about it. Its helping become aware of myself, in ways I would have over looked. I am going to actively try to resolve one of my issues as my birthday present to myself. I hate to see problems between my family, but I'm not all that comfortable being around them. I don't like the distance that I've created with them. With anyone else, if I'm distant, its probably for good reason. But Family? They've been nothing but nurturing to me, especially these last few years! I want to tell them that I know what they are trying to d for me, and that I appreciate them and their efforts.
I'm learning every day that love will concur all ill feelings. Unconditional love is very powerful, and my goal is to spread it around to the world. Through good food, good cheer, activities, connecting, sympathizing, empathizing, learning from, teaching, feeling; Love is beautiful, and in order for me to be happy, I need to be love.
I decided it was time to make another video, for anyone interested.
"I figure I'm due for a video. In this video, I want to celebrate the progress I've made on my body, the good things I have in my life, and my birthday coming up in a few days. In here, I also celebrate my rebirth. I'm changing every day, growing into the person I truly want to be.
Enjoy!
xo"
So, a few days ago, I got fed up with my permed hair, and decided to chop some of it off. This is what it looks like:


Its chopped to a few inches before my shoulders.
I'm glad I went through with the cut in the end, because it feels like dead weight has been lifted from my mind, both physically and mentally.

It's funny, because a few days after I chopped my hair off, my bf did the same thing. So much hair, gone! lol Its for work, so it doesn't interfere. He says hes going to grow it out for modeling in the fall. I can't wait to see how long both of our hair gets by then! :o
Then, the next day, the surprise that I was telling some of you about happened. Went to the Island with my bf and our bikes, and rode around for a bit, then met up with a few other SGs from the area, and Shazzy, and a multi was successfully captured. Then I got awkward, and went my separate way, just missing a storm that was delayed in hitting the island for quite some time after hitting the main land.
I'm sure its going to look, great, but you can expect that to be up in a few months.

I am battling my inner demons with Vitamins, minerals and -as much as possible- natural foods. I think I was going crazy last week partly due to not getting the nutrients I needed. Things like this:

help me out so much! Never thought I'd be eating so many veggies before

I'm learning every day that love will concur all ill feelings. Unconditional love is very powerful, and my goal is to spread it around to the world. Through good food, good cheer, activities, connecting, sympathizing, empathizing, learning from, teaching, feeling; Love is beautiful, and in order for me to be happy, I need to be love.
"It takes more bravery to find out who you are beyond your pain than to merely survive it."- Anonymous
This is the hip hop I want to hear more of. Its so chill!
It would be nice to see this on the front page for my birthday, but I think its just wishful thinking.
I will continue to fight off my inner demon, as I wait for the day of the distinctive flare. 24 feels like its going to be a very special and profound year. 2012, so far already has been.
Love
xo
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Xoxo