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Why hello there!








Its officially fall, and as things continue to cool down outside, they are only starting to heat up in my life. I'm so effing busy! And yet, I don't see it any other way.

Went to the Opera House last week with Megan And Dixon. We were there with C.O.R..E, as they celebrated their launch party for their heavy rock lifestyle group. "You want heavy metal? You've fucking got heavy metal!" - A quote from the C.O.R.E president
A few pictures:

Dixon, Megan, and Myself


I LOVE going on stage!


Met some new people


Had a little face time with my boy


Amazing<3


He did a little magic trick


It was a good night, but I drank so much... Something I didn't intend on doing, since I stopped drinking in May. Oh well

I found a picture from the Fan Expo!... Well I stole it from Megan. I was wearing the Straw Hat Pirate Flag. The only thing I purchased at the convention.


And something underneath, obviously


I just didn't feel as happy as I wanted to at the convention... This was when I noticed that no matter how hard I try to hide it, I am indeed an introvert. What is an introvert, you ask?
Well, it's someone who has a rich internal life
Someone who doesn't need to seek out a whole lot of outside stimulation; Their source of energy comes from within; Their internal world. They aren't necessarily withdrawn or shy, but they can easily become overwhelmed in big groups of people, and feel the need to have more frequent breaks by themselves.
Like myself, I often dream of that moment when I can be alone by myself, when I'm at work, or at an event, I'm not to keen on attending.
Lately I've been feeling rather isolated, in both my way of thinking and how I choose to interact with others. I am continuing to notice things that are quite saddening of the world around me. I will continue to be frustrated until I can change my surroundings, and start changing my lifestyle to further reflect where I want to be.
If you want to know more about introversion and extroversion, I invite you to check out a few places, as I'm still learning about what the two temperament types are, how they differ, and how to use the attributes of both effectively
Introvert Personality Traits
Psychology Today- Introversion
What Kind of introvert are you?
For the last link I see myself as both a rationalist and idealist (because you can't have yourself boxed in to one category) Which one(s) are you?

Can you guess how I'm feeling with this picture?



Life continues to move at incredible speeds. I'm moving out of my hometown, and all I can say is FUCK YEA!
To tell you the truth, I feel I am stuck in corporate enslavement. The only way they can't call it enslavement is because I am getting payed for working. Not a whole lot, but it's money... Oh Money... Seems to be the guiding/ driving force in too many people's life. So much so, that they forget to be themselves, but that's a whole other story.

I have woken up, smelled the bullshit, puked it up, and now its time to move on. Where I'm going, I will leave a secret until it is finalized, but Look out Alle!
Once I move, I think I will start writing an anime of my own. I did a research paper a few years back, suggesting that those who feel they don't 'belong' (whatever that means to you) will turn to anime, and its millions of different themes to connect and feel that sense of belonging. That being said, I feel I am wasting my time where I am now. It is all taken up by work, and I can do so much better! I want to send people a positive message through possibly this project that I'm about to take on, and let them know that yes the current situation in North America is fucked up, but it doesn't have to be. I'm going to be a realist... not a pessimist, or an optimist, but a realist. I will deliver my message, and really don't care if all it receives is bad, negative attention. At least its getting some.
I am also going to give my life a good look and see what else I can do that will give me more meaning, because really all that happens in this world just amounts to nothing. We are just scurrying around like little mice trying to remain in a state of homeostasis, BUT we don't even know how to get their honestly. Most of the time, the answer, once we are done work is "Sex Drugs and Rock and Roll", but most of the time that just screams ESCAPISM...
Anyways, enough babbling.


Is anyone from Toronto going to be at Nuit Blanche?
From 6:59pm October 1st til 7 am October 2nd, The streets of downtown Toronto will be turned into one big art exhibit, where you never really know what to expect, but will be in for surprises, good company with friends and hopefully some good food... mmmm food!

I hope to see some familiar faces there tomorrow night! I'm so excited! I'm going with a big group of friends, and will probably be wearing my PJs I know that I'm going to need to be mentally prepared for the amount of people that I'll be encountering tomorrow night... Ahhh the crowds, but Its okay, its only one night, and hopefully we can all keep each other warm with our body heat


(I love One Piece and just want to put these gifs up)
I'm not caught up yet, but I'm excited for the show to continue! 500+ episodes and going strong


I'm waiting patiently for Misfits to start up again.
One more month, and I can see this amazing show again!
...And this dude!




Alright, well Off I go to try and be productive. I hope all are happy, and I will update soon. I'm in a weird state of mind right now, but I know the solution to my predicament, so I'll be fine.
Cheers

Luffy's Logic Where will my mind roam next?
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