(Second picture was my styling)
Neeto Da Silva April 2011
Self Edited
Designer: XtopherSachs
Make Up Artist: Kayla Anne Jackson
You know, I was really bummed out, when I heard for the 50th Millionth time that I "would be better" in modeling categories such as Glamor, Hip hop Dance type modeling, and commercial. I should be able to do whatever the fuck I want! I had to really sit down and think about whether or not I had wasted all this time trying to get into editorial modeling or not. Had to dig extremely deep to get my courage and my wings back. I do have a passion for what I'm doing. I realized this this weekend, when I was talking to my boyfriend, who (for who those of you who don't know) is a model as well. I wanted to be discovered SO HARD, when I was finally able to think for myself. It has cost some time, money, and sacrifice, but, I haven't even gotten started. I don't want to compete with him, and I don't have to be his side kick for every shoot, but he has also been a great help and leads my support system, by far!
I'm finally re motivated to start some more modeling, and I have erased my fears of it.
I really want to push past my limits and be the very best!
Oh Camera! I'm baaacckkkk 
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aeterna:
You look fabulous in those pictures, and I think you should always fight for your dreams. So you go, lady! 
jezel:
Why thank you lady. I will certainly see you around 