Hello ladies and gentlemen!
I'm excited about some pictures I took on December 29th. I'm wearing blue make up, and have smoke screens in my pictures. Its suppose to be edgy editorial... Yay! now the waiting part
This is one picture I just got from it!!!
Happy New years! I'm so happy that 2010 was such a great year for learning about myself... I defiantly needed that! I moved out almost a year ago, and I feel so different, and a little more sure of myself then ever before. I also realized and discovered that me being distant by nature has made me scared of an actual relationship... Hmm... Funny. So I'm just going to say that I'm going to see how long I can stay single and keep to myself. I've done it before, to the point where guys think you're clueless about the signs they are sending you... Whatever, they're all mixed right now anyways. Ever since Friday, I've been in this weird 'internal' mood, and I'm even turned off by the idea of having sex with anyone! I'm happy, extremely happy, but I feel grossed out by people right now.
Weird, but I'm not going to complain. I just want to be by myself. Whenever I'm in my room, I'm in a private heaven.
my headphones and walkman were killed on Friday. I had my headphones round my neck, and it was connected to my walkman in my pocket. Some guy trying to push past me caught onto the wire and he yanked it to the point where the walkman broke and the wire snapped a bit. I guess I was over due for a walkman, but I loved those headphone!... So what did I do? buy my first ipod...If I'm without music for a while I feel too awkward! New years day was amazing! It was raining, and I felt so confident! Such a nice feeling
My pink dress and black blazer were a hit, though, and I think I was actually at the center of attention... not even kidding or trying to be boastful o.O I kissed two girls when the countdown struck zero, was high as fuck, just wanted to dance.. All in all it was what it was.
This year is going to be a challenge of character, and I'm so ready for it. I'm going to be at school on average from 9-5 Monday to Thursday... starting Wednesday! Wow! and I'm so excited!
I wonder who's going to be in my class...
I feel like I'm about to embark on a serious journey! (both personally and physically)
My only resolution is that I trust and accept whatever I do. This is how I'm going to draw out any insecurity I get this year. Every year I seem to become less and less insecure, and Its the result of when you get to know who you truly are and look at what YOU truly want.
Anyways...
How was 2010 for you?
And might I say... One of the best discoveries of 2010 was the show Misfits, and also ...this guy!!1
I'm excited about some pictures I took on December 29th. I'm wearing blue make up, and have smoke screens in my pictures. Its suppose to be edgy editorial... Yay! now the waiting part
This is one picture I just got from it!!!
Happy New years! I'm so happy that 2010 was such a great year for learning about myself... I defiantly needed that! I moved out almost a year ago, and I feel so different, and a little more sure of myself then ever before. I also realized and discovered that me being distant by nature has made me scared of an actual relationship... Hmm... Funny. So I'm just going to say that I'm going to see how long I can stay single and keep to myself. I've done it before, to the point where guys think you're clueless about the signs they are sending you... Whatever, they're all mixed right now anyways. Ever since Friday, I've been in this weird 'internal' mood, and I'm even turned off by the idea of having sex with anyone! I'm happy, extremely happy, but I feel grossed out by people right now.
Weird, but I'm not going to complain. I just want to be by myself. Whenever I'm in my room, I'm in a private heaven.
my headphones and walkman were killed on Friday. I had my headphones round my neck, and it was connected to my walkman in my pocket. Some guy trying to push past me caught onto the wire and he yanked it to the point where the walkman broke and the wire snapped a bit. I guess I was over due for a walkman, but I loved those headphone!... So what did I do? buy my first ipod...If I'm without music for a while I feel too awkward! New years day was amazing! It was raining, and I felt so confident! Such a nice feeling
My pink dress and black blazer were a hit, though, and I think I was actually at the center of attention... not even kidding or trying to be boastful o.O I kissed two girls when the countdown struck zero, was high as fuck, just wanted to dance.. All in all it was what it was.
This year is going to be a challenge of character, and I'm so ready for it. I'm going to be at school on average from 9-5 Monday to Thursday... starting Wednesday! Wow! and I'm so excited!
I wonder who's going to be in my class...
I feel like I'm about to embark on a serious journey! (both personally and physically)
My only resolution is that I trust and accept whatever I do. This is how I'm going to draw out any insecurity I get this year. Every year I seem to become less and less insecure, and Its the result of when you get to know who you truly are and look at what YOU truly want.
Anyways...
How was 2010 for you?
And might I say... One of the best discoveries of 2010 was the show Misfits, and also ...this guy!!1
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thefreddy:
I should get myself an ipod. They look soo cool.
brokenenglish:
Happy New Year 
Great pic btw! 
Great pic btw!