I'm feeling a little bit better. I went to Linkin Park concert last night. It was amazing. they performed "Leave Out All The Rest" which is the one song I want played at my funeral. I had been dying to hear it and when they finally performed it, where was I?? Out side having a smoke! I got back just in time for last chorus. it was amazing. Niel bought me a LP shirt 
and then last night after the show we dropped everyone off at home and he stayed up with me chatting and sorting out stuff for a photoshoot we did this morning. He kept playing with my hand and to be honest I have always had a crush on him even though he is my bestfriend and honestly 9 times out of 10 those relationships fail but for some reason this felt different last night. he has been helping me with my depression over the last few days and whenever he sees I'm close to being in tears he just gives me a hug. He is a great guy. What do I do with these feelings for him? I want to tell him I like him but I'm not sure how.
anyway sorry for going on about Niel. just confused on what I should do.
Anyway, here are a few of the pictures we did for the shoot this morning. I tend to do photoshoots when I feel depressed. its the only thing that takes my mind off of it. Hope you like them and there are more in my extra modeling stuff.
We shot in a little town call Philadelphia. Its a small town just outside Cape Town with the most amazing settings and wonderful locals!
Loads of Love and Luck
LuckyLu
and then last night after the show we dropped everyone off at home and he stayed up with me chatting and sorting out stuff for a photoshoot we did this morning. He kept playing with my hand and to be honest I have always had a crush on him even though he is my bestfriend and honestly 9 times out of 10 those relationships fail but for some reason this felt different last night. he has been helping me with my depression over the last few days and whenever he sees I'm close to being in tears he just gives me a hug. He is a great guy. What do I do with these feelings for him? I want to tell him I like him but I'm not sure how.
anyway sorry for going on about Niel. just confused on what I should do.
Anyway, here are a few of the pictures we did for the shoot this morning. I tend to do photoshoots when I feel depressed. its the only thing that takes my mind off of it. Hope you like them and there are more in my extra modeling stuff.
We shot in a little town call Philadelphia. Its a small town just outside Cape Town with the most amazing settings and wonderful locals!
Loads of Love and Luck
LuckyLu
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mdif:
Your eyes are incredible! Beautiful pictures. You should talk to him about it, the friendship is important and may not be worth risking but he is obviously an important person in your life.
cihuacoatl:
Photographs are beautiful! Wonderful to here you had a lovely time at the LP concert also! Beautiful eyes!