Yay! On a whim yesterday, after a shitty day at work, I said fuck it. I went and got my septum done. I'm totally pumped! Wendy did it, of course. She rocks. I was hitting up bmezine and checking out the septum experiences and it was 50/50 - either the worst pain ever or painless. I did not feel a thing! Everyone said it looked like I got punched in the face because of the bleeding but it was completely fine! Right now I have a retainer in because of my job, so it's easier on the healing while it's fairly concealed. I'm geeked though. YAY!!
I actually already had someone at work look at me and say all uncomfortably... "Uh, you have, um... like, a piece of metal in your nose." She was all uncomfortable and shy like she was pointing out I had snot coming out of my nose. It was funny.
Hanging out at the shop last night with everyone, and then getting pierced really helped my mood. I'm generally never a down person, but I've been feeling it lately. Last night helped though! It helped me be me just a little more.
I am your nightmares, true scares
That dream when you can't stop from falling
Can't fight, can't run
Can't stop the person you've become
I am your heartbreaks, mistakes
That place inside your hate
I am that shadow following every move, reminding you
That it's never good enough, never good enough
Even though you'll try and try
I'm gonna call your bluff
Because I am the thing bringing the feelings when...
Your world comes crashing around you
Smashes down around you
When will you see that you cannot hide from me?
When you feel darkness, hopeless
Can't cope with all the stress
I'll make you hate life bring strife
Remember failures hardened stare
And it's never gonna change, never gonna change
Always they'll be judging you
Compared to who and who
You trust in me but I only live to see
Your world come crashing around you
Smash down around you
When will you see that you cannot hide from me?
When I come for you
When I see through you
When I eat through you
When I destroy you
You'll think you're betrayed, astray
I'll leave you ripped and torn so bad you
Can't trust, can't love
Can't understand why life's so fucked
I'm deep inside your mind
In constant remind
If you leave your thoughts to me, believe
I'll make sure that I see
Your world come crashing around you
Smash down around you
When will you see that you cannot hide from me?
I'll make your world come crashing around you
Smash down around you
I'll let you see why cannot hide from me
Because I am YOU!
-Machine Head "Crashing Around You"


Hanging out at the shop last night with everyone, and then getting pierced really helped my mood. I'm generally never a down person, but I've been feeling it lately. Last night helped though! It helped me be me just a little more.
I am your nightmares, true scares
That dream when you can't stop from falling
Can't fight, can't run
Can't stop the person you've become
I am your heartbreaks, mistakes
That place inside your hate
I am that shadow following every move, reminding you
That it's never good enough, never good enough
Even though you'll try and try
I'm gonna call your bluff
Because I am the thing bringing the feelings when...
Your world comes crashing around you
Smashes down around you
When will you see that you cannot hide from me?
When you feel darkness, hopeless
Can't cope with all the stress
I'll make you hate life bring strife
Remember failures hardened stare
And it's never gonna change, never gonna change
Always they'll be judging you
Compared to who and who
You trust in me but I only live to see
Your world come crashing around you
Smash down around you
When will you see that you cannot hide from me?
When I come for you
When I see through you
When I eat through you
When I destroy you
You'll think you're betrayed, astray
I'll leave you ripped and torn so bad you
Can't trust, can't love
Can't understand why life's so fucked
I'm deep inside your mind
In constant remind
If you leave your thoughts to me, believe
I'll make sure that I see
Your world come crashing around you
Smash down around you
When will you see that you cannot hide from me?
I'll make your world come crashing around you
Smash down around you
I'll let you see why cannot hide from me
Because I am YOU!
-Machine Head "Crashing Around You"
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I am thinking about getting some sort of facial piercing. Hmmm, don't know where though.