Let me sit back and light a cig. I'm just going to take a moment here to say a few things I've come to realize.
While I might not be the "smoothest" person around I've never thought of myself as a "bad" person. I've stepped on plenty of toes and my own have been trampled a few times as well. That's just life. A single act can't dictate you as a whole. People make mistakes. I have forgiven many people for their wrongs. Just as I would hope they would do the same for me.
What vie come to see is that although people can and often are forgiven, that doesn't make something disappear. To forgive AND FORGET is much easier said than done. That being said I have not forgotten much. i hold on to those ill memories. I may forgiven you but I have not forgotten what you have done. The lack of a scene is just me settling down, biding my time, waiting. I am vengeful. I will lash out. I choose to play karma when it comes to things that distaste me. It may not be my duty. While I realize I'm no better than anyone else. I will judge you. Silently I will wait, filing away what I observe til' the opportunity arises.
Does all this make me a monster? Nah! I just won't lay down and take it. Nobody should.
cheer,
-Lucky
While I might not be the "smoothest" person around I've never thought of myself as a "bad" person. I've stepped on plenty of toes and my own have been trampled a few times as well. That's just life. A single act can't dictate you as a whole. People make mistakes. I have forgiven many people for their wrongs. Just as I would hope they would do the same for me.
What vie come to see is that although people can and often are forgiven, that doesn't make something disappear. To forgive AND FORGET is much easier said than done. That being said I have not forgotten much. i hold on to those ill memories. I may forgiven you but I have not forgotten what you have done. The lack of a scene is just me settling down, biding my time, waiting. I am vengeful. I will lash out. I choose to play karma when it comes to things that distaste me. It may not be my duty. While I realize I'm no better than anyone else. I will judge you. Silently I will wait, filing away what I observe til' the opportunity arises.
Does all this make me a monster? Nah! I just won't lay down and take it. Nobody should.
cheer,
-Lucky