Sickness is a motherfucker! It's a rare thing that I get sick but when I do please for your own sake stay away. If I'm not contageous then you still should keep your distance. I get very ill tempered. Now I'm not sure which it was but either my fever was high enough or I may have ODed on cold medication, either way I was...
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There is no backing out now...
I have always said "put up or shut up"...
Now it's my turn...

cheers!
-L

Changes are coming. They are over due. I'm still in the process of weighing out the pros and cons of each...but it'll be for the best no matter what.


cheers,
-L

again and again...

This eb and flow has become such routine,
its never isolated to one aspect of my life either,
Im live on fossil fuels, I breathe smoke, the only biproduct is my survival
Yeah...I get by *grin*
With everything so predictable its just become second nature.
I feel so much less. Its going back to the times of desensatization.
Dont feel, just do....
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I'll be your therapy,
I'll be your rehab,
I'll be whatever you need,
...but that's all

You'll show up a mess,
misunderstood and lost,
Once I upright and point you...
You'll leave your problems behind,
Away you'll walk from all that failed you,
and all that fixed you...

Cigarette. coffee, work...

Get on with it

Move on with it

No surprises

Note to Self: There is a reason you don't trust anyone...

Friday is here. It's been a LONG week. I'll be glad to get out of here and take a well needed shower. Beer should follow that shortly. Saturday the new roommate moves in. The money will be greeted quite warmly. Sunday? Who knows? Time will tell.

-L

Yeah...

I've just come out of a slumber that lasted me well into the day. I have somewhere to be. Oddly enough there is an individual that seems to be haunting my thoughts and preventing me from finding my motivation to continue with my day. How? How is it that a stranger can get such a grip on me? It's not a matter of obsession....
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