lucky1336929

recently i moved from portland where i had lived for several years to north dakota, where my mom lives, so i could get my teaching degree cheaply. im staying with her until i finish school (also because thats cheaper) even though i feel like a giant loser douchebag to be 29 and living with my mom. i keep telling myself its only temporary, and after that i'll have a career and a life way the hell away from her.

but right now....shes fucking driving me insane! i've never TRULY had a drinking problem, but i think i might start if i have to be here much longer. i would never hurt her, but if it were anyone else, i swear i would kill them and anyone who tried to stop me. somebody shoot me please.......or at least cheer me the hell up, okay?