Hello! I know I'm posting quite a bit tonight, but I have a lot on my mind, and certain things I feel as though I should share!
So, I have one more set hitting MR soon, within a week and a half -- Those sets have me in it, but they don't show too much of my personality. I'm kind of disappointed in myself... I love my photosets, it's just I wish I would have shown more personality... Well, here's the deal...
I have already shot two more sets before I had this thought process-- they are still beautiful sets and I think you will enjoy them very much, especially my Time for Self Reflection set(hopefully it will get approved, though it's not ready for submission yet).
But I think what I'm going to do from now on is specifically shoot personality sets ONLY. So every set will be themed based on something I'm super interested in such as Charmed('98), Yoshi's Story, anime, scary movies/books, the Junie B. Jones series, wine, World of Warcraft, League of Legends, The Sims, Nancy Drew, drawing/art, singing, sock-monkeys, etc. lol I could literally go on forever, but the point is, sets will be themed based on my likes/interests/personality. <3
Having said this, it's extremely important to know that I will not be able to give you a set for a WHILE. To accomplish most of these sets I will need certain material/merch and location. This will take some saving and looking around for the perfect items to complete these sets; but I can promise you that you will not be disappointed!!
I also would like to admit that I haven't been very happy with my appearance lately-- weight wise. I'm gaining tummy weight since quarantine and I would really like to work some of it off before I shoot another set! <3 There is nothing wrong with this weigh by no means! I've actually been told I look really good at the weight I'm at now (I've always been sort of underweight...).
I would just feel better if I could get atleast a little bit of the tummy weight off-- drink more water and eat healthier.
Anyways, I'm super excited to do this and I hope I can keep motivation all the way through, I'm going to try really hard for y'all!
---I've always struggled with anxiety and depression, which as you know is a pretty deadly combo- as anxiety stresses you out but depression keeps you down so your depression just starts spiraling out of control. I'm really trying to work on it but with everything going on in the world at the moment and with being in quarantine it's really had an impact on me emotionally and it's really messed with my depression/anxiety.
I think by focusing on other things and with my new ideas for my sets it will help me overcome the depression and lack of motivation... <3
I really want to thank you all for your support , and all your kind words every single day! Getting on here and getting to speak to everyone, all the beautiful SGs/hopefuls and all the wonderful members, incredible photographers, and amazing staff-- it really helps me feel more grounded and connected.
Thank you everyone on here, for your love, support, graciousness, and kindness<3
Charmed
