lucinda

Well that was just awful! It really sucks hurting peoples feelings I mean nice people that really dont deserve it. Unfortunately, at times it is necessary. I had to break things off tonight with my boyish friend. It was all getting too much for me. Hes the sweetest thing but so needy. Hes one of those You complete me types. I figure Im whole and complete all on my own. I want a man that can stand next to me not one that stands behind me. He came over and watched a movie with me tonight and now hes on his way home, all alone and blue as can be. I didnt even sugar coat it. I simply blurted it out, I cant be your girl! Ugh! I can be such an asshole. At least it wasnt some long drawn out drama. Ill have a cup of hot cocoa and feel better in the morning. I have some drag queens coming into the salon tomorrow to get their make-up done. Painting their faces always gives me the giggles. It will be a good day for sure.
Goodnight S.G.! Sweet dreams!