lucille

Today was beautiful. If only for the 30 minutes of sunshine, it was still the most beautiful I have seen in a long time. We used to go on long bike rides. Even when the boy was getting bigger in my belly, till the very end, we would go. From the zoo, to the river, to the other side and back again. We would ride all day, taking small breaks for Saturday market Pad Thai, water, etc. When I got to big, it came to an end. It's amazing how unhappy being cooped up in a house for days can make a person like me. Today, lovely today. I stood in the sunlight and felt the warmth on my face for the first time in months. The weird thing was, there was total silence. It was as if someone was giving me the much needed break and piece of mind I have been deprived of for the last few months. Someone understood, and I thank you for that. My heart was filled with love, my mind filled with nothing but warm and happy memories. I felt good. I felt rested. I felt complete, if only for 30 minutes. But I felt it, and I know I will again.

p.s. can someone please send me the link for the mucha luchas site? I lost it and i want to play with my wrestlers. Rarrrrrr!