lucifer

Hello hello hello!

I'm starting a 48 hour fast today. Such fun, but this fat HAS to go. It's driving me fucking nuts. The boys say it looks good and my boobs ARE bigger, but I only feel good about myself when I'm thin. Lame, I know, but true. I think I may have already lost like a pound but I may be delusional. I don't own a scale cuz it just makes me worse.

I'm bleaching my hair again today to get out the orange for good I hope. I still really wanna dye my bangs purple or pink too but everyone says I should wait. Wait for what? Never I guess. Maybe I'll just do it anyway.

I hopefully get to have a sleepover with a delightful gentleman tonight. I'm hoping he wants to take some pics too because I haven't posted anything new in forever. My fatness may prevent that though. He likes it though, especially the boobs, so maybe it'll turn out OK.

I don't have much new to report. My family have been driving me insane, especially my dad. He just hates everything I do. I'm not even gonna try to make him happy anymore. He can suck it. OK, I'll try to end this on a positive note.

FUCK YOU DAD AND FUCK YOU FAT!