luciddreamer

Ok, so why is it that men seem to think that women are helpless creatures that can't take care of themselves? I mean really, we can carry and give birth to children and raise them, but for some unknown reason, they think that we r incapable of doing the smallest things. I told my man tonight that i would walk him out of the house and he got put out that i would walk him out instead of laying in bed while he left. I'm perfectly capable of walking back up the stairs by myself and putting myself to bed. I'M NOT A CHILD!!! and i refuse to keep being treated like one. I've had about enough of the chivalry, if that's what it is. I can't deal with it. Opening my doors is one thing, but getting pissed off at me cuz i choose to walk u to the door of my house is something totally different. I think he may have been more put out about the fact that i told him that i wanted to apply to be a Suicide Girl. He's not as ok with it as he would have me believe. I can tell. So while i can see his side of things, i also want him to see mine. This is something that i've wanted since before i thought there was ever gonna be an us. So am i supposed to give up something that i've wanted for years? All i'm asking is that he trust me and understand that this is something that i want to do because i truly believe in the message. I believe that somebody needs to speak up for those that society deems undesirable, and by undesirable i mean different, just because they don't fit into the traditional idea of beautiful.