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i think i am growing attatched to the greek god. i think he only has a week and 1/2 left before he returns to his homeland...well NYC
what do i do? do i replace him before he leaves me?? i never intended to develope any sort of anything you know. damn him for his charm and wit.
i am getting weird over this and i despise it...well i kinda like it truth be told, its good to feel SOMETHING...
BAH
anyhow.
since the last post what have i done....i went to a birthday party at the HOUSE OF BLUES on the strip for some lame ass hollywood crowd
and hung out with lower case b (not to be confused with upper case B aka the guitar god) who was kicked out of his band called the tattooed millionaires and seems quite lost
sat was my BFF's gig at her loft with her band DRAMA ADDICT...i kind of dated the drummer a while ago when i was still a student of make up..we went out a few times and he made my malibu at midnite champagne dreams come true but there was just no spark...
the greek god came to the loft after the gig on sat and the drummer and the gg almost got into a nasty brawl. i am not leading or egging anyone on. i hate the whole sandbox king mentality. stupid boys!
then the gg stayed over and i took him for a tattoo the next day.
following that we went to a show at the dragonfly...i came home alone
mon i ventured to sawa 's studio downtown to apply kayliane 's make up for her new set. i love those girls!! i hope to shoot with sawa very soon as well. i adore her work!
mon nite i went to METAL SKOOL at the keyclub since my good friend is the celebrity hostess and ended up being approached by the owner of METAL SKOOL and getting a free "in" for "life"
the greek god made the hr + trek from the valley where he is staying to meet me at the keyclub...
he says he "kinda likes me" and that he's "gonna miss me just a little"
BOOOOOOOO whats a girl to do?...
tomorrow i do the pornstar's make up for the 1st time, then thurs i do her make up again for a spot she is doing on the E channel about celebrity tattoos. HOT!
anyway...here is the greek gods band
EVE TO ADAM
oh and he has a name...taki (how greek is that?)
pix time
kiba means FANG in japanese
greek and godly
another from the commercial shoot...this 1 taken by the porn star
my moo being shy!
me and ms. crazy bitch ( she used to bethe buckcherry merch girl) aka the hostess with the mostess at metalskool
*UPDATE* so today is the day i have been longing for since april when i paid a shitload of $ for 2 tix 7th row to roger waters at the hollywood bowl...
i was so excited that the greek god was going with me... then i had that turmoil of lack of communication...and then finally heard from him last nite late...
and then i was excited all over again... plans were made, i awoke this am like an excited child at 9am
at 3 i get the text saying that he is too sick to make it. while i feel bad that he is ill i am so jaded i have to wonder if he really is sick or just sick of me...
BAH! whats wrong with me?? i dont let my guard down!
so now i am sitting here and feeling as if i am nursing a broken heart ... although i know i am still going to have an amazing night its a religious experience that i was looking forward to sharing with ...well you know
i guess im a fool.. and i should really just NOT air all of my feelings but you know what? FUCK IT. i have to tell someone. right?..........
i think i am growing attatched to the greek god. i think he only has a week and 1/2 left before he returns to his homeland...well NYC
what do i do? do i replace him before he leaves me?? i never intended to develope any sort of anything you know. damn him for his charm and wit.
i am getting weird over this and i despise it...well i kinda like it truth be told, its good to feel SOMETHING...
BAH
anyhow.
since the last post what have i done....i went to a birthday party at the HOUSE OF BLUES on the strip for some lame ass hollywood crowd
and hung out with lower case b (not to be confused with upper case B aka the guitar god) who was kicked out of his band called the tattooed millionaires and seems quite lost
sat was my BFF's gig at her loft with her band DRAMA ADDICT...i kind of dated the drummer a while ago when i was still a student of make up..we went out a few times and he made my malibu at midnite champagne dreams come true but there was just no spark...
the greek god came to the loft after the gig on sat and the drummer and the gg almost got into a nasty brawl. i am not leading or egging anyone on. i hate the whole sandbox king mentality. stupid boys!
then the gg stayed over and i took him for a tattoo the next day.
following that we went to a show at the dragonfly...i came home alone
mon i ventured to sawa 's studio downtown to apply kayliane 's make up for her new set. i love those girls!! i hope to shoot with sawa very soon as well. i adore her work!
mon nite i went to METAL SKOOL at the keyclub since my good friend is the celebrity hostess and ended up being approached by the owner of METAL SKOOL and getting a free "in" for "life"
the greek god made the hr + trek from the valley where he is staying to meet me at the keyclub...
he says he "kinda likes me" and that he's "gonna miss me just a little"
BOOOOOOOO whats a girl to do?...
tomorrow i do the pornstar's make up for the 1st time, then thurs i do her make up again for a spot she is doing on the E channel about celebrity tattoos. HOT!
anyway...here is the greek gods band
EVE TO ADAM
oh and he has a name...taki (how greek is that?)
pix time
kiba means FANG in japanese
greek and godly
another from the commercial shoot...this 1 taken by the porn star
my moo being shy!
me and ms. crazy bitch ( she used to bethe buckcherry merch girl) aka the hostess with the mostess at metalskool
*UPDATE* so today is the day i have been longing for since april when i paid a shitload of $ for 2 tix 7th row to roger waters at the hollywood bowl...
i was so excited that the greek god was going with me... then i had that turmoil of lack of communication...and then finally heard from him last nite late...
and then i was excited all over again... plans were made, i awoke this am like an excited child at 9am
at 3 i get the text saying that he is too sick to make it. while i feel bad that he is ill i am so jaded i have to wonder if he really is sick or just sick of me...
BAH! whats wrong with me?? i dont let my guard down!
so now i am sitting here and feeling as if i am nursing a broken heart ... although i know i am still going to have an amazing night its a religious experience that i was looking forward to sharing with ...well you know
i guess im a fool.. and i should really just NOT air all of my feelings but you know what? FUCK IT. i have to tell someone. right?..........
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lizzi:
Aww, man! I'm so sorry to read your edit lady! That sucks! I wish I was into Pink Floyd, I would have totally kicked down to hang out with you! Maybe I even would have touched your boobies? Feel better lovey 