so first of all.... i learned last night that my boys in the BANGKOK FIVE are going to europe on like MONDAY!!! they were supposed to be home for a few weeks but they ended up on the bill with papa roach...sorry guys but uh 
needless to say i am SAD
however if you are european by design check out their myspace and see if they will be passing through your geography the bangkok five
so....i am obviously depressed....all my friends are leaving LA for various reasons, the others have significant others who occupy all of their time, some have bffs...i am unemployed STILL and bored to DEATH! my real question is wtf?? why cant i just find someone to date that isnt a FREAK?? there are so many fucking people in LA i fail to see how this can possibly be so challenging! or even just a friend? a partner in crime would be delightful. i guess its just me??
and here's a little tale....
i decided to get rid of the one who ignored me at the concert last sun (from the VACATION) for various reasons and we have resolved to just be friends...
on that note i had lunch with my dear friend the guitar god from the BANGKOK FIVE last week and he planted a seed about a prior crush who also happens to be his bass player that blew me off in....june or something because i used to date the drummer of the BANGKOK FIVE yrs and yrs ago... band politics and bla bla bla....so anyhow, when i informed them that i was seeing the one who ignored me from the VACATION they got very overprotective and crazy because in the incestuous world of LA rock n roll everyone knows everyone and they thought he was bad for me...so the guitar god tells me that the bass player would be much more my speed and that the reason that he got so upset was because he kinda has a thing ... you know...for me
cut to wed night.
so there was a movie premier for the indie documentary AMERICAN HARDCORE, the BANGKOK FIVE was invited on behalf of the worlds greatest radio station INDIE 103.1 FM so i asked the bass player if he needed a date...bla bla bla so we met up at the drummers place and split up into sep cars...guitar god made sure that i road with bass player with a wink and nudge
....he has a truck so it only seat 2 people...en route i told him that i had ended things with the boy from the VACATION and he was ecstatic.
cut to movie premier
they had to do some crazy interview and ended up getting into the theatre late so i didnt see him thru the whole movie, then we were invited to a club to see the CIRCLE JERKS play...they were of course AMAZING! drinks were flowing people we talking...he put his arm around my waist in what i assumed to be a flirtatious gesture (oh yes, this boy is very shy, at least thats how i read him so this was kinda a big deal) and i was happy...the night progressed and we decided to grab a bite. after eating he paid for my food, never happened b4...so i took all of this to mean some sort of green light. upon dropping me off at my 43 exorcist steps he got a bit sheepish and repeated the same thing about my belongings 3 or 4x ....i took that for nervousness. so in my what was assumed to be enlightened state i took it upon myself to as he says "plant one on him"
and it was butterflies and all that. believe me ive kissed many toads recently, this is the 1st time in a LONG time i didnt really want to vomit after ....
so now i like him more and his ambiguous responses and lack of actions make me wanna die, they are leaving for europe next week. guess i should just give this one up as well
BAH! i am going to die alone and my dogs are going to eat my face off after mourning me for 2 days (after that they wont be able to resist from the stench)
in other news... does anyone know how i would be able to get a good quality MP3 for the song OUT OF CONTROL by SHE WANTS REVENGE so i can make it the audio intro to my next set which is waiting to be queued?? i need to do it soon and as we ALL know i am retarded with computers.
i hope you all have a better weekend than i and i know this is a novella so if you actually made it all the way thru thank you so much for listening to me whine.
p.s. i feel fat and my mom is a bitch
needless to say i am SAD
however if you are european by design check out their myspace and see if they will be passing through your geography the bangkok five
so....i am obviously depressed....all my friends are leaving LA for various reasons, the others have significant others who occupy all of their time, some have bffs...i am unemployed STILL and bored to DEATH! my real question is wtf?? why cant i just find someone to date that isnt a FREAK?? there are so many fucking people in LA i fail to see how this can possibly be so challenging! or even just a friend? a partner in crime would be delightful. i guess its just me??
and here's a little tale....
i decided to get rid of the one who ignored me at the concert last sun (from the VACATION) for various reasons and we have resolved to just be friends...
on that note i had lunch with my dear friend the guitar god from the BANGKOK FIVE last week and he planted a seed about a prior crush who also happens to be his bass player that blew me off in....june or something because i used to date the drummer of the BANGKOK FIVE yrs and yrs ago... band politics and bla bla bla....so anyhow, when i informed them that i was seeing the one who ignored me from the VACATION they got very overprotective and crazy because in the incestuous world of LA rock n roll everyone knows everyone and they thought he was bad for me...so the guitar god tells me that the bass player would be much more my speed and that the reason that he got so upset was because he kinda has a thing ... you know...for me
cut to wed night.
so there was a movie premier for the indie documentary AMERICAN HARDCORE, the BANGKOK FIVE was invited on behalf of the worlds greatest radio station INDIE 103.1 FM so i asked the bass player if he needed a date...bla bla bla so we met up at the drummers place and split up into sep cars...guitar god made sure that i road with bass player with a wink and nudge
....he has a truck so it only seat 2 people...en route i told him that i had ended things with the boy from the VACATION and he was ecstatic.
cut to movie premier
they had to do some crazy interview and ended up getting into the theatre late so i didnt see him thru the whole movie, then we were invited to a club to see the CIRCLE JERKS play...they were of course AMAZING! drinks were flowing people we talking...he put his arm around my waist in what i assumed to be a flirtatious gesture (oh yes, this boy is very shy, at least thats how i read him so this was kinda a big deal) and i was happy...the night progressed and we decided to grab a bite. after eating he paid for my food, never happened b4...so i took all of this to mean some sort of green light. upon dropping me off at my 43 exorcist steps he got a bit sheepish and repeated the same thing about my belongings 3 or 4x ....i took that for nervousness. so in my what was assumed to be enlightened state i took it upon myself to as he says "plant one on him"
and it was butterflies and all that. believe me ive kissed many toads recently, this is the 1st time in a LONG time i didnt really want to vomit after
....
so now i like him more and his ambiguous responses and lack of actions make me wanna die, they are leaving for europe next week. guess i should just give this one up as well
BAH! i am going to die alone and my dogs are going to eat my face off after mourning me for 2 days (after that they wont be able to resist from the stench)
in other news... does anyone know how i would be able to get a good quality MP3 for the song OUT OF CONTROL by SHE WANTS REVENGE so i can make it the audio intro to my next set which is waiting to be queued?? i need to do it soon and as we ALL know i am retarded with computers.
i hope you all have a better weekend than i and i know this is a novella so if you actually made it all the way thru thank you so much for listening to me whine.
p.s. i feel fat and my mom is a bitch
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Only 1/2 finished gotta go back end Oct and will tip hard done wicked job