lucenteen

ok so i got some really good drugs and im feeling alot better but i was out of work for 2 days and i have 2 days off so it kinda rock i guess

so yeah i talked to amanda she wants to be my friend i care about her alot really i do but i have a hard time with that ether i show it to much or im an ass and push people way so i dont have to deal with my feelings towards them it seems to work for me but not real well

on a happier note debbie called me today to see if i was ok wich made me feel good. she does not call anyone but me. i kinda like to date her or at least have sex with her but i dont think she would go for that but u never know