It can be easier telling strangers than people you know
about the things that you normally try not to show.
It's got something to do with how you think they'll react.
How much they'll accept what you say to be more exact.
And it's not like I haven't already tried
to find a way to describe to them what's going on inside.
to find a way to help them to understand what I mean:
No... Everyone doesn't have that. Not in a way this extreme.