lucas_zero

It really sucks when your life turns upside down. I think I'm doing a pretty good job coping with it, though. The worst part is never being alone. I love my alone time.
I don't mind helping someone out, but it's really starting to cut into my chosen lifestyle, and it's not the kind of thing that can easily be explained to a normal person....
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Maybe I'll be more active around here. It's not like I have anything else to do with my free time...lol

It's opening day. I won't be going out in the morning. This is the second year in a row that I've decided not to hunt. It's just getting to be more trouble than it's worth anymore. Besides, it's cold out, and I really don't feel like dealing with that sort of thing

I'm back.
No one missed me, but I came back anyway.
My greates achievment in life is my ability to fade away. Most people want to go through life and make their mark. I'm content to just blend in and observe the world.
Maybe I'll stick around this time......

My stepson loves this song, he's 8.



you gotta love a kid that rocks like this at 8 years old, of course, he also likes Disturbed. I'm not quite sure how I feel about that.

Anyway, life seems to be going well now.
I'm finally starting to sleep. We'll see how long that lasts.
I seem to be in a pretty good mood, lately. Except...
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Yup, this pretty much sums it up.
Still can't sleep. Life seems to be getting worse.
Oh well, I'm sure I'll pull through.
I need a hobby. Something more enveloping than just sitting here in front of the computer. I need something to pass the time, rather than just killing time.

YAY!!
Hooray for sleepy meds!!
I went to the doc today and got me some sleepy meds. After weeks with little sleep and a few missed days of work I'm hoping I can finally get some much needed rest.
The only problem I forsee now is all of the restrictions for taking the meds.
According to the doc, I have to start exercising again, cut...
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Insomnia sucks!
I am so sick of not being able to sleep.
This is killing me. It's been two months now, and I don't think I've slept more than two hours at a time.
I thought everything would be okay after the wife left. I figured once she was gone all of the tension would be gone, too. And I was right....for about a month....
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Another day....
Other than an invite to see Cold and catch a Red Wings game, not much has happened with me. I'm hoping that will be one of my "free" weekends. That would be badass, show on Thursday, game on Friday. I'm not a big sports fan but it'll be fun to just get out for a weekend. I could use a break from....well....I'm not...
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Interesting facts about March.
Because I have nothing better to do.
March is (among others).....

Adopt a rescued guinea pig month.
Deep vein thrombosis month.
Deaf history month.
Employee spirit month .(the guys at work are gonna LOVE that one)
National caffeine awareness month.
National cheerleading safety month.
National frozen food month.
Optimism month.

And today is...

St. Piran's day
Nametag day

Whatever the hell...
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