luamour

I'm single again. And it hurts, but not as badly as last time.

I've been thinking these past few weeks, almost expecting this to happen, although I didn't expect it so soon.
I deserve better, I know. He tells me I'm not the same person he fell in love with, he's been miserable these few weeks we've been together, our relationship wasn't going anywhere, etc. It wasn't going anywhere because he wasn't making an effort to open up to me. And if he knew it wasn't going anywhere then he never should have gotten my hopes up with talk of our future together. I don't think this is what he wants, but I'm done. I forsee him asking me back in the future, but I'm not so sure I'll be waiting around. In fact, I know I won't be. I won't date somebody that only wants me when its convenient for them.

Relationships have up and downs, if you don't love me enough to stick through both then you don't deserve me.

I'm doing alright, I will be okay.