lowroller

I'm being flakey lately .... I know why, and it's stupid. The worst part is that I can't help it. I'm one of those people who's actions are very much controlled by emotions. I'm fighting it though.

By no means am I depressed or anything. It's just that things are happening (which could very well be for the better) and I start getting restless about it. Usually this results in me fucking something up so everything can revert back to the usual state of things ... which I don't want.

Ha! I'm an idiot!