stability vs. uncertainty... episode III
fuckin'ell man..
i've been watching too many british gangster movies... fuckin ell' man.. you should see the expression on my chevy chase right now..
so yea.. sometimes lately i've wanted to fucking grab the first co-worker i see and slap the shit out of them.. just because they are the first of many stupid fucking people that i have the...
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fuckin'ell man..
i've been watching too many british gangster movies... fuckin ell' man.. you should see the expression on my chevy chase right now..
so yea.. sometimes lately i've wanted to fucking grab the first co-worker i see and slap the shit out of them.. just because they are the first of many stupid fucking people that i have the...
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holliday:
You're fucking beautiful, baby...
leyla:
Whatever you decide, don't move to the Mojave desert.
mental note..
it only takes one believer to feed the dreamer...
-me
everything is fucked and in immortal words of bill murray.. "im right on the edge.. i dont know what's gonna happen next"
im so close to the brink its sick.. i can literally hear my personality ripping apart.. i can hear the old person i was, tearing apart from the inside out and...
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it only takes one believer to feed the dreamer...
-me
everything is fucked and in immortal words of bill murray.. "im right on the edge.. i dont know what's gonna happen next"
im so close to the brink its sick.. i can literally hear my personality ripping apart.. i can hear the old person i was, tearing apart from the inside out and...
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leyla:
I am also loosing my fucking mind.. I know what I want to do but it's getting there. I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror because I fear I have been living this great lie. I want to rip my skin off and free myself but there's those damn resposabilities and chains that can't be avoided.
leyla:
the cookbook is a good idea and then maybe you could do a show or open a restaurant... If you do open a restaurant, I've been a waitress for years and I desperatly need a change of pace. As long as I was able to pick out the uniform. deal?
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martini:
*wipes drool*
sweet ride...
xo
sweet ride...
xo
quasi_sean:
i had a woody reading your descriptions. does that make me an auto-perv?
exhausted:
lets give this another shot..
got in late this morning.. 4am..
we had a great show.. posted some live recordings of it here ( band myspace )
should have some pics of the show as well.. at some point.. got stills and took some dv too.. so fun will be had later.. it turned out to be a good show though.. we got a...
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lets give this another shot..
got in late this morning.. 4am..
we had a great show.. posted some live recordings of it here ( band myspace )
should have some pics of the show as well.. at some point.. got stills and took some dv too.. so fun will be had later.. it turned out to be a good show though.. we got a...
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venomlily:
Sorry I missed the show. Sounds like it was really good. But hopefully, I'll get a chance to catch yall somewhere soon.
And I totally dig tha car!
And I totally dig tha car!
holliday:
I saw a '64 Galaxy at the car show we went to yesterday and thought of you.
I strolled around and checked it out and couldn't help but think, MAN, this is the PERFECT car for him!
You're going to look like such a pimp! I might have to get you a fedora with a feather and everything!
Miss you!!!
p.s. i didn't receive the mp3s for some reason. can you send them again? maybe i'll just cruise over to your bands site...
I strolled around and checked it out and couldn't help but think, MAN, this is the PERFECT car for him!
You're going to look like such a pimp! I might have to get you a fedora with a feather and everything!
Miss you!!!
p.s. i didn't receive the mp3s for some reason. can you send them again? maybe i'll just cruise over to your bands site...
so the deal is in the works.. i found a 1964 Ford Galaxy 500 for sale along the side of the road the other day. it's a 2 door and i've been looking for one for years.. the body is in sweet condish.. the motor runs, it drives, the upolstery looks great and all the interior is original.. even has the original spare and hubcaps.....
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severus:
congratulations! 
good days are always worth enjoying eeextra much.
good days are always worth enjoying eeextra much.
holliday:
Woot!
Now you just gotta NAME her
(and introduce us...don't want two girls vying for your attention do you?! DO YOU?!)
Now you just gotta NAME her
(and introduce us...don't want two girls vying for your attention do you?! DO YOU?!)
momentum..:
so my friend holliday on SG talked me into this one.. now.. i have to give you some background on why this is a tabboo for me though.. about this time last year i was at the heaviest that i've ever been and was miserable.. i've always had a problem w/ my weight since i could remember and felt it was time to take...
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so my friend holliday on SG talked me into this one.. now.. i have to give you some background on why this is a tabboo for me though.. about this time last year i was at the heaviest that i've ever been and was miserable.. i've always had a problem w/ my weight since i could remember and felt it was time to take...
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aijin:
very hot
venomlily:
Very hot indeed!
And yeah, i will definitely going out to play when this exam is over. Can't wait. And will show you the finished arm if you come out and play too.
And yeah, i will definitely going out to play when this exam is over. Can't wait. And will show you the finished arm if you come out and play too.
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venomlily:
That looks like some exciting work!
severus:
ah stop calling your face disgusting.
this is how much i enjoy my work..
what is love...??
do i really know.. have i ever had it? thought i did once....thought i could comprimise several times after that.. now that i see things a bit more clearly.. don't know if "that once" was real or not...is love sex.. don't think so.. is love being perfectly content w/ being silent in the same room.. does it hurt... does it make you...
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do i really know.. have i ever had it? thought i did once....thought i could comprimise several times after that.. now that i see things a bit more clearly.. don't know if "that once" was real or not...is love sex.. don't think so.. is love being perfectly content w/ being silent in the same room.. does it hurt... does it make you...
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severus:
I don't believe in defence and being afraid and not have an open heart. Sometimes it hurts but ... that's just how it is.I would hate to be one of those cold private people who never let anyone in.
holliday:
I wonder if love is complicated...or so simple we don't see it when it comes around?
I'd thought I'd been in love before...then I fell for someone who made me realize it hadn't been love at all...now I've sorta stumbled for a guy who makes me see that even if that HAD been love...it wasn't. Know what I mean?
I'm ok too Maybe better than ok. I've had a great week out here in the high desert building this car (glad you liked the photos!) I can't believe I'm so ok with being homeless and unemployed. For this capricorn...so regimented and planned...it's a strange ol' trip for me!
As for being alone (insert pet name here), that's bullshit. I'm always with you!
*barf*
I'd thought I'd been in love before...then I fell for someone who made me realize it hadn't been love at all...now I've sorta stumbled for a guy who makes me see that even if that HAD been love...it wasn't. Know what I mean?
I'm ok too
Maybe better than ok. I've had a great week out here in the high desert building this car (glad you liked the photos!) I can't believe I'm so ok with being homeless and unemployed. For this capricorn...so regimented and planned...it's a strange ol' trip for me!
As for being alone (insert pet name here), that's bullshit. I'm always with you!
*barf*