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its funny how life throws little sidetracks at you to keep you occupied and then lets you soak it in, to see if you like it.. then slaps you in the face w/ a brand new opportunity..!!!

i finally got a for real apprenticeship w/ a shop here in h-town.. i didnt realize how much of my time and creative energy was being wasted until...
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martini:
im happy to see you're doing well.. congrats on the apprenticeship! biggrin

xo
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god im sick of it all right now..

i can't believe that im losing sleep over this right now.. it's 4fucking am.. i haven't slept a wink all night.. as a matter of fact i dont even think i can go to sleep..
i was late for work again yesterday, which makes me feel like even more of a fuck up..
my band kicked me...
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leyla:
don't be frightened...
things are changing but you need this,
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well it's official.. i got kicked out of my band today.. time to start changing things.. i have a hook up at a tattoo shop tho for an aprenticeship, so things may be turning out for the best.. shit happens but i was tired of defending myself and my creativity so whatever.. no im free to do whatever i want.. so we'll see what happens...
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leyla:
Youre still my little "Rock Star"!
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fuck..

im fucking speechless but whatever happens next is gonna be just that.. next....but it couldn't possibly stress me out anymore than i've already been the past two weeks.. im back online and ready to write...

i couldn't possibly begin to even explain what the fuck has been happening in the past few weeks.. one of these days i'll write about it but not right...
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dream..dreamuses


so the other day i had a huge blog all typed up and ready to post and it disappeared somewhere in the bowels of myspace lala land.. so here i am now.. next week.. life still playing it's funny little games w/ me... still haven't had time to re-type that blog about my dream.. let's just say it was relative to my waking life...
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marvel:
I had a dream that an evil stick puppet that I made killed Tilpacer, and then it morphed into a kitten. Dreams can be really weird.
leyla:
Youve just made my 2006! Kate beats out Liza for sure!!
I think I look more like Janeane Garofalo...






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shitty week....somehow made good..

holy shit..
i can't believe how shitty this week has been.. starting from last weekend.. broke.. not enough money to buy food and scrounging off the roommates.. not knowing where my gas money was going to come from next.. not knowing if i was going to make it to work to continue fueling a useless battle it seems.... but for some...
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venomlily:
Glad you found the pup a home.I know how stressful that can be.

And I'm glad your shitty week got better. kiss
luckybastard2:
a woman pulled out in front of me trying to beat traffic. but then found she couldn't go anywhere and stopped in my lane ( this happend in like 5 sec.) and my only choice was to slam the brakes and t-bone the bitch at about 40mph. As you prob. guessed i flew like a ragdoll of the bike onto the car. the worst part was me slaming my balls into the gas tank, now that sucked. but all is well and i'm waiting to find out officially if the bike has been totaled. if so i'm not sure what i will get next. yeah that was a shit few day after that. i'm still a little sore but nit to bad i'll live.

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PLEASE HELP!! I NEED A GOOD HOME FOR MY DOG..!!

hey..
i've recently gone through a bunch of shit and am staying w/ friends right now and cant take care of and spend as much time w/ my dog as i could before.. if you know anyone looking for a good dog that just wants to be spoiled let me know please.. im hate to...
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low_ball:
thank you.. he is a purebred.. i dont have his paper work tho.. and the breeders are back in st. louis.. otherwise i would.. they were really nice ppl..
holliday:
Oh Aaron frown Are you sure there isn't another way?

Can you place him with someone temporarily until you're in a better situation?

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luckybastard2:
wouldn't we all!
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stability vs. uncertainty... episode III


fuckin'ell man..

i've been watching too many british gangster movies... fuckin ell' man.. you should see the expression on my chevy chase right now..

so yea.. sometimes lately i've wanted to fucking grab the first co-worker i see and slap the shit out of them.. just because they are the first of many stupid fucking people that i have the...
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holliday:
You're fucking beautiful, baby...
leyla:
Whatever you decide, don't move to the Mojave desert.
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mental note..

it only takes one believer to feed the dreamer...

-me

everything is fucked and in immortal words of bill murray.. "im right on the edge.. i dont know what's gonna happen next"

im so close to the brink its sick.. i can literally hear my personality ripping apart.. i can hear the old person i was, tearing apart from the inside out and...
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leyla:
I am also loosing my fucking mind.. I know what I want to do but it's getting there. I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror because I fear I have been living this great lie. I want to rip my skin off and free myself but there's those damn resposabilities and chains that can't be avoided.
leyla:
the cookbook is a good idea and then maybe you could do a show or open a restaurant... If you do open a restaurant, I've been a waitress for years and I desperatly need a change of pace. As long as I was able to pick out the uniform. deal?
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martini:
*wipes drool*

sweet ride... wink

xo
quasi_sean:
i had a woody reading your descriptions. does that make me an auto-perv?