low_ball

ok.. im feeling accomplished as of late.. i had a moment of weakness earlier this week but it seems inspiration follows pain once again...
so i took a couple of days off work.. got my truck legal and got some things done that i should've.. i also took a trip to dallas to give my brother... who's going off to fucking afghanistan again... his going...
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havent cried in a while... feels.. good..

i dont know what triggered it... maybe the state that im in lately.. maybe the fact that i haven't been able to feel much lately... but im watching crash.. and it happend.. sorry folks.. im only human..

writers block...

im feeling especially sensitive today for some reason.. i usually watch a movie w/ kevin spacey in it when i get like this.. i can't explain it.. it's not really depression and it's not really a negative feeling.. it's more of a realization of sorts.. i just realized, from being away for the past two weeks, i really missed being home.. but now...
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Sunday, January 07, 2007


further reason for leaving my desk job..
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Blogging

so it occurred to me the other day.. when i was roaming around the ghetto fixing peoples shit in the pouring down rain... have i made a mistake?? although i hadn't been soaked to the bone yet.. the rain was coming down pretty good and i was getting wet...
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withdraw...

so things are looking better i guess.. im so tired tho, sometimes i dont even want to write anymore.. and that's weird.. usually i just write and think about the consequences later.. i went on a date on thursday.. i cant say it went well.. i guess it did for a while but it was damned from the beginning i think.. she was young...
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oss of appetite..
Current mood: calm
Category: Food and Restaurants

so this thanksgiving has been a quiet one.. usually i hear my cousins screaming at the highest pitch and my aunts answering their high squeels w/ jaws dropped wide open.. i hear my brothers and dad arguing about the most mundane detail of an utterly endless political debate.. i can smell ham w/ pineapple and...
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had to write a new blog.. things have been chaos since the last entry.. an im really tired of people saying,.. "that's life".. i keep hearing that phrase.. i guess i should take that into consideration..
im changing.. i know it.. everyone around me knows it.. seems i was the last to actually find out but im ok w/ that..

i got a new job...
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so yesterday was my first day of my tattoo apprenticeship..
i was nervous as hell at first and basically just kind of hung out the whole night and just watched.. i talked to everyone though and have been meeting all kinds of people and learning how to socialize on a different level at this point though.. meaning sort of a business, sort of social, so...
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