lovexasxarson221

So being a nice guy will only get you so far. You try to help out everyone you can, goin out of your way practically every single time. Do you get respect for that? Only when they feel like it. Does it seem like anyone notices when your gone? Only when it directly affects them. Rewards and promises are handed out like tehy were nothing, but when you do acomplish what you were asked, those said rewards are no where to be found. Th ejobs are impossible unless a certain amount of trust is givin an dof course it cant be. I'm just so fuckin pissed off at my self for putting up for this bullshit so long. Been fooled once, shame on me. Been fooled more than twice, shame on me. Fuck me for bein an optimist Fuck you for makin me believe you. Fuck me thinkin things can change. Fuck you for bein too stubborn to change, even when we both know it'll make everything better. I'm so pissed right now, words won't even form correctly. I want to disapear for a while.... just fuckin disapear.