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Fuck... just threw up blood again after a night of drinking... shitty thing is ever since i did that on christmas eve, i havnt really drank since and i really didnt drink that much again tonite. I paced myself and such and i wasnt alone, i was at a family function. I kknow i should be worried but I'm not. Oh well... im going to bed to listen to Pelican. I hope she comes and visits soon.....