So I'm supose to go home tomorrow to see the folks for Easter, however I found out that I don't have the money to do so. I guess I could always ask them for a loan til pay day but that seems way to hard. I mean I'm 27 and am supose to be independent now, plus my mom dosen't have a job so it's only one income. I also have no food at my place for the next 5 or 6 days when I get paid. My life sucks so bad right now, I guess it can always be wrose but lately it seems I can't get out of the hole I'm in. Sometimes I just want to say fuck it all, fuck bills, fuck work, fuck being alone, fuck everything.
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we have had to seriously revise our money situ and sort things out....make cut backs etc....just so the bills and rent can get paid.....not the mention the mointain of debt.
u can do it tho.....it just unfortunaly takes time and is no fun whatsoever....but...try not to worry too much....
u gotta eat man....take care of urself ok?
I know mine's not a truly neutral perspective on life (at the very least, mine's incredibly surreal right now), but I can honestly say that, looking back, all the good stuff I never, ever saw coming. It always sucked when I couldn't see anything good on the horizon, but I enjoyed it when it came.
If you can, try to find a cheap hobby that gets you outdoors and in public. I'm about to take up kiting, for instance, at the whopping cost of $3.00. It's not going to change my life or anything (barring impromptu founding father reenactments), but it's something I enjoyed as a kid and isn't commonplace.
I'm starting to get the idea of how to make my own fun, I think.