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this post is filled with bitching and moaning and is probably best to stay away from.
Everything sucks and it makes me want to break down and jump out of a fucking window.
My home life sucks. My parents are getting a divorce (no I haven't gotten the fuck out or their house yet) and it's terrible. My dad is a very emotional person and I gets he feels my mom really wrecked him. I guess he also feels like she's a disgusting slut who drinks too much and can't keep her mouth shut to save her life. He tells me this every other day. He barges into my room crying and screaming how much of a stupid slut my mom is and how I'm the only fucking person in the world he can talk to. I can't have people over anymore because he's either crying on my floor or screaming at my mom. My mom on the other hand doesn't say anything to me. She hasn't even talked to me about the situation at all. But sure enough every Friday night she gets hammered and goes bar hopping and coke snorting with her stupid friend Addison. And then comes in at 2 in the morning with a heard of people, turns on the stereo and parties till 5am or until my dad comes home and kicks everyone out. But lately he hasn't been coming home at night. And lately my moms stupid coke dealer friend keeps hitting on me. The worst is that night before last my mom threatened to kill herself if my dad didn't take her back. She decided their marriage was worth saving and if it couldn't be saved then she was going to down her bottle of sleeping pills.
My job kinda sucks. Starting in September I'll be working 7 hours a day 5 days a week. It's great for the money but the shit part is 10 hours of my day are gone because of it. It's really not that bad...it just sucks right now because I've been working these shifts all week and I've barely gotten to see Levi at all. And I really need him right now because everything else sucks. And now it seems like someone is playing a cruel joke by scheduling Levi's hours opposite from mine. If I'm at work he's at home, if he's at home I work the whole day.
I'm afraid my car is gonna stop working. Recently I haven't been making enough money (which is why I picked up more hours) I've got just enough to pay rent phone bill and credit card bill and feed myself and Levi. About 3 weeks ago my check engine light came on and my car has been making funny noises and I don't know what to do
If my car stops working then so do I but I don't have enough money to get it fixed and I don't even know what's wrong with it because I don't know where to take it. Fuck you spend half your life in school and what do they teach you. Fucking nothing important like what to do when your only form of transportation is about to fail you.
I broke a tooth and I can't pay to get it fixed and it hurts me so bad every day I want to rip my brain out through my nose!!!! I wish I were dead
this post is filled with bitching and moaning and is probably best to stay away from.
Everything sucks and it makes me want to break down and jump out of a fucking window.
My home life sucks. My parents are getting a divorce (no I haven't gotten the fuck out or their house yet) and it's terrible. My dad is a very emotional person and I gets he feels my mom really wrecked him. I guess he also feels like she's a disgusting slut who drinks too much and can't keep her mouth shut to save her life. He tells me this every other day. He barges into my room crying and screaming how much of a stupid slut my mom is and how I'm the only fucking person in the world he can talk to. I can't have people over anymore because he's either crying on my floor or screaming at my mom. My mom on the other hand doesn't say anything to me. She hasn't even talked to me about the situation at all. But sure enough every Friday night she gets hammered and goes bar hopping and coke snorting with her stupid friend Addison. And then comes in at 2 in the morning with a heard of people, turns on the stereo and parties till 5am or until my dad comes home and kicks everyone out. But lately he hasn't been coming home at night. And lately my moms stupid coke dealer friend keeps hitting on me. The worst is that night before last my mom threatened to kill herself if my dad didn't take her back. She decided their marriage was worth saving and if it couldn't be saved then she was going to down her bottle of sleeping pills.
My job kinda sucks. Starting in September I'll be working 7 hours a day 5 days a week. It's great for the money but the shit part is 10 hours of my day are gone because of it. It's really not that bad...it just sucks right now because I've been working these shifts all week and I've barely gotten to see Levi at all. And I really need him right now because everything else sucks. And now it seems like someone is playing a cruel joke by scheduling Levi's hours opposite from mine. If I'm at work he's at home, if he's at home I work the whole day.
I'm afraid my car is gonna stop working. Recently I haven't been making enough money (which is why I picked up more hours) I've got just enough to pay rent phone bill and credit card bill and feed myself and Levi. About 3 weeks ago my check engine light came on and my car has been making funny noises and I don't know what to do
If my car stops working then so do I but I don't have enough money to get it fixed and I don't even know what's wrong with it because I don't know where to take it. Fuck you spend half your life in school and what do they teach you. Fucking nothing important like what to do when your only form of transportation is about to fail you.I broke a tooth and I can't pay to get it fixed and it hurts me so bad every day I want to rip my brain out through my nose!!!! I wish I were dead
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i'm sorry that you are having to be a victim of this disease, it's really difficult to deal with which i understand. if you ever want to talk i'm here.