love_suicide

So, I'm not moving to Pensacola. Gabriel & I are no more. Too many things were telling me that it wasn't right, so I finally told him Goodbye. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. I do feel strange & I know it hasn't fully hit me yet. Expect either mania or depression to kick in hard-core in the next day or so, if not sooner. Here's a poem I wrote immediately after my phoen call with Gabriel. Excuse me, Brian (as he has reverted to his former name).

Untitled Poem:

I've finally done it

Said those vengeful words

Broken the contract

Once and for all



Sex, lies, & alibis

Years of treachery

All that is over

What's next for me?



What's valid to me

Is a purebirth piercing

I've been so long of this mold

It's time I took off these black rings

Time for the story to unfold



Krysiun

6-12-07