love_suicide

today sucked balls. it was hot as hell & i spent too much money at WM again. me & gabriel argued on the phone & it sucked. then his friends didn't want me talking to him anymore & that sucked worse since he's been using their phones to call me. so, now i feel really shitty, because i don't have any way to get in touch with him.

i'm trying to think of some positive things that happened today...well, i heard from skye, so at least i know she didn't have a wreck. i got to talk to michael for a while & got a nice message from ryan. those were some good things. um...my mom came over & washed my dishes for me, so that was cool. and even though i spent too much money at WM, at least i got a new phone (that will hopefully kick ass) & some beach stuff for me & the kids (floats & swimwear).

i just hope everything works out & we do get to move. right now i feel numb & not a good kind of numb. i have this cold sweat thing going on & i'm not looking forward to waiting on gabriel's call, because i'm afraid he won't.