The wedding is in 31 days, and I'm freaking the fuck out. Too much stress. With everything else that's going on in the world I'm having trouble focusing at all. I'm not mentally or emotionally in the right space to focus all of my attention on the wedding. I think we're both just really to get it over with and be married. On Friday I can go pick up my dress. I'm hoping that'll get me in the mood. 