Monday May 20, 2013

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Well, I guess we thought we were in the clear for the moment, which was foolish. The haunted house doesn't want us to go, but alas, we've got a month to vacate. Where ever I live next will be the 13th place I've moved to in the past 8 years. I guess that makes it lucky, too. I sure feel lucky. So lucky I could...
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fletching:
Oh no! I hope you find someplace soon! If not you're welcome to become a summer vagabond with me?
I miss you oodles and oodles! I want to come see your performance!
yoshimibrayne:
Thank you, babe! I'm always Truckin'; all we can do. Because I could say the same to you! Best of luck and best of vibes, sweet lady. I keep hearing it all works out in the end.

You are absolutely, out-of-this-fucking-world gorgeous.

Monday May 13, 2013

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If it were hot, the way May usually feels, I would be complaining about the heat. Instead I'm enjoying the peculiar but refreshing chill and a nice overcast sky. Just the way I like it, from the safety of my weird little attic.

The attic's been acting out, I'm not sure why. First a funny thing happened- above my bed I have hanging a little...
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fletching:
Stay back, ghostie!
I hope the baby avocado is doing good.
See you soon I hope.
gigondas:
'thrusts her fists against the post and still insists she sees the hosts'

Wednesday Mar 27, 2013

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This week, in hair...









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fletching:
I miss you. Too long since I've seen you.
desdmonia:
Thank you so much! You have no idea how much it means to me <3

Monday Mar 25, 2013

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More tiny little happiness.

On Friday afternoon, big tiny sadness. I was home early and I hear my little loverat coughing and scratching the cage to get my attention. I grabbed her out and held her in my hands. She was weak and panicked, gasping her air and coughing and screaming. It'd happened once before about a month ago, the same exact thing. At the
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fletching:
Ahhhh so many cute animal babies!

Again I'm so sorry about your baby. frown Duckings sound like a great idea! I was hoping for the kitten, but duckies will be a ton of fun! I hope I'll be around to see them hatch!
mahui:
loveloveloveBeautifullovelove

Wednesday Mar 06, 2013

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A thought occurs, as the storm windows rattle and crack and let the wind in...

I've always assumed that I'm the hero in this story about me, just as you're the hero in the story about you. Or if not the hero, at least the protagonist. That's the way it's meant to be. In your story about you, every detail is informed and justified; it's...
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laceyk:
Thanks so much!
I think I may just use the simple and easy sex as a present smile
faune:
Your good vibes are received and returned tenfold. I adore you, woman.

Friday Feb 22, 2013

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I write long detailed parables about the dangers of laughing at how adorable toddlers look when they're afraid. I advocate for children and it's thankless. I advocate for women and I'm considered an angry radical. I advocate for the lower class and get my $200/week salary stolen from me at the library by a group of aggressive high school boys, a good 10 years younger...
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hor:
furble is right. It's possible your partner was just focusing too much on trying to fix things.
It is nice to have goals. But goals should not be indicative of happiness.
I would be your friend for an Easter egg.
laceyk:
It sounds like maybe he felt angry at himself for not giving you what he thinks you want/deserve.
I know that I made that mistake once. He told me something and I took it completely personally and turned on him. He was really just telling me he was scared, but I took it as a reproach on me. When it had nothing to do with me.

I am sorry that when you found your voice it was silenced.
Perhaps you should feel more free to say what you feel though. Sometimes it is okay to just say, "wow this situation really fucking sucks". I normally then think it, well at some point it will get better and I will look back at this. But sometimes you just have to cry and say this is lousy. And know it is okay to say this is a fucking shit fest.

I think that you will be surprised by how quickly those little ladies take to you. Change is hard, but give them time.

And you are right once those green leaves come out things get better. The end of winter is never good for depression. The snow is dirty, the land is muddy and your skin has lost all its color and moisture.
Everything is just worn out, and then .................re-birth!

Monday Feb 04, 2013

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I adore the collaborative effort that is folk art. When making high art, I find collaboration tedious. Sharing ideas and visions requires a very certain union of people, and generally I always found it much more pleasant not to collaborate, but to just hire people that I could instruct, pay them, and not include them as credited contributors to the piece, (but rather just...
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babyfactory:
kisskiss you are so sweet
laceyk:
Awww smile
I swear sometimes I do think we are the same person!

Are you guys all settled in with wine and foodies for the next 24 hours?
It's not so bad here yet.....so we might make it up to Pawling yet!

Thursday Dec 27, 2012

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The intended purpose of the new camera was for making better videos, (video art, that's what I do, also videos for little ones). Mostly though, I've just been taking silly pictures of everything.

"I dropped a bunch of toddler puffs on the stairs, look how pretty!" *cli-click*



surreal

Hope everyone had a great long weekend, whether you ended up celebrating anything or not. For the
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perr:
I definitely relate to having to spend holidays with others families. Generous but just....never, ever the same. Sending lots of love to you, sucre.

Also..

love
love
fletching:
Goodgoodgood! biggrin My ears are cold and my winter gear is less fashionable! smile I'll come see you soon and we'll smoke!

Sunday Dec 23, 2012

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An afternoon to myself after a morning of yoga, and I could not be more thankful.

I am exhausted but in decently good spirits, feeling very thankful for all of the wonderful things in the world, and friends that I share this experience with. Thanks for the holiday cheer, everyone. Thanks for the gifts and cards, and wonderful words.

Cheer.



I never want to turn...
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emanuel:
Happy holidays! smile
alvynaumagumma:
I keep my Xmas lights up all year round. Happy holidays and upcoming new year kiss

Wednesday Dec 19, 2012

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You get what you get, and it's worth what it's worth what it's worth. Right?

I got some chardonnay for Hanukkah. I spell it like that because "C" is too much like 3, being the third letter of the alphabet, so it's yellow, and I don't like yellow when it comes to numbers. It's so strange to meet other people with synesthesia and hear that...
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fletching:
I spell Channukah with a C, maybe because I love yellow? smile

You look beyond beautiful in those photos, both of them!

Have a lovely time in Florida! I want to see you soon!s If I can't get off for New Years, I'm going to try to get off for Dec. 2 for My Morning Jacket's Sandy relief concert in Jersey... would you want to join me? But obviously, New Years with my favorite lady is my top priority!

Lots of kisses, lots of hugs! I miss your pretty smile! kiss kiss kiss

Ps. I might bring some of my smoking equipment and leave it in your house. I'm getting too nervous having it float around with me, and I know you'll treat my babies right and give them plenty of use!
lord_renob:
No need to apologize, you are writing about your life in your own way. Be proud, happy and accept your own uniqueness. And thanks for the tits, too. wink
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